no matter how hard she tries to be better, she'll always end up with nothing but an echo.
•started july 8th, 2017•
•finished december 10th, 2017•
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(trigger warning: self harm, bullying, attempted r*pe, suicide attempts, and menti...
we're going too fast, fast. save us. 🌵 "how was the kinky date?" josh asks, wiggling his eyebrows. i laugh slightly.
"why'd you take off your lipsti-oh," jenna smiles awkwardly as i rub the back of my neck,
"g-goodnight!" i bolt up the stairs to save me from any more embarrassment.
* * *
i lay on the couch, julian sleeping at my feet and ruby on my stomach.
i find this damon kid's instagram and scroll through his feed. wowzas.
i mean, i thought i was a lesbian? i need to talk to josh.
* * *
i open his room door and peek in. he's in the middle of putting his shirt on.
"whoa, i'm changing!" he says.
"oh, you always take off your shirt on stage, it'll be fine," i retort, throwing myself on his bed.
"what's up?" he asks. this is the moment when i realize how awkward this will be.
"i- um... t-there's a uh- there's this boy andithoughtiwasgaybutiguessnotandhesreallyhotlikereallyandidontknowhowtofeel," i manage to get out in one breath.
josh raises his eyebrows in surprise, mouth open.
"does he have feminine qualities?"
"well, yes, but i don't know."
"w-well, c-congrats, you're now bisexual or homoflexible," he smiles, sitting next to me. wow, okay.
* * *
here's what damon looks like just it case i haven't shown you
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