Out Of My Mind

Anemone

the darkness invades my veins.
now i'm going insane.
i need you warmth.
i need your touch.
no one seems to understands.
my cries for help.
where were you?
when i had a knife to my neck.
where were you?
when i had my bags packed?
i was calling out for you.
yet all you did was tell me to call you back

now i'm bleeding red.

your name is forever carved into my heart.
just like all the other boys who didn't love me back.
in the end, you gave me hope.
you gave me false hope.
are you proud?
are you happier with her?
now that i'm gone, i won't hold you back.
but remember this.
no matter where i may be, who ever heart you may break next.
just know that the consequences will always come back.
so answer this.
where was i when you needed me the most?