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I wipe the dust off my soul
Try to blink back the tears
Beautifully doomed , my expectations were
Perhaps my heart is itching to break

I'm hearing its screams from miles away
Negative thoughts devouring last bits of my sanity

'Oh you'll lose again. Last person you care about will travel away.
Then silence and silence
And my soul was about to drown again

'Oh she'll not leave! She's here and will forevermore be!
A broken piece , last bit of positivity whispered

'Should I believe?
I ask myself.

'I'm itching to be broken. I beg you to smash me again and again.
Heart whispers and I'm ready to believe

'Don't lose yourself she's here ! I'm positive please let me in!
Mind ,barely alive , demands and so I surrender.

An unfair battle it was
Negativity weighing me down
Positivity trying to get me up

An unfair battle for the first time I overcome
Blinked back the tears
Stitched my heart and fought my fears
And so for the first time , my demons were long gone.

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Yes this really happened in my mind.
Yk not completely like that tho but well yea...
And this is kind of my first time to try to write Sth new , like I feel this is a story kinda thing since it's like an incident happening yk.
Sort of a story poem , poem story , banana mango , cheese burger poem ?

*waving hands around like a drowning fish trying to explain her point*

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