Tough Love [COMPLETE]

#4

Celine~

"Are you kidding mate!?" I laugh, pushing Zo off the side of the couch. 

"I'll not stop until you check Luis out." She says.

"I can't... okay? Most likely, he'll run away from me when he sees me." 

"I wouldn't be too harsh on yourself..." She sighs. "You deserve to be happy..." 

"The times I had crushes on guys, or liked them... they never liked me back, or... they just didn't want anything to do with me, even if they liked me back. Remember Jackson?" 

She rolls her eyes. "You should of kicked his balls." 

"I felt like, even if he liked me... he never wanted to be with me, like I was poison." 

"You're nothing near poison, you're beautiful, smart... and you work at security... what's better than that?" 

"Models?" I wince.

"Fuck those girls, you're so much better..." She strokes my arm. 

"Thanks, I guess.." 

"I'm setting you up with Luis." 

"NO!" I widen my eyes.

"He's a captain, what could go wrong? He hasn't crashed a plane yet." She winks and walks off. 

"Don't give the guy a reason to not pass through security." I walk after her, to the kitchen. 

"Why are you down-grading yourself!?" 

I sigh, and lean on the counter, facing the wall. "You know my life, it's not unicorns and rainbows." 

"No, it isn't.. but what if someone could make you feel like that?" 

"I don't want to get my heart broken again Zo.. let's drop it, all of those plans you have in your head." 

"Fine! But I swear, one day... you'll want it."

I huff. "Maybe, but not currently." 

"We should hit the hay." She puts away her glass into the sink. "Goodnight." 

"'Night.." 

She runs upstairs and I sit myself at the dining room table, and scroll through my phone, and suddenly, I get a snap from someone, I open it up... and the feeling of getting my heart broken comes back.

Jackson, and he's with my old classmate. She sent that to me, for what reason? To push him in my face 'he's mine now bitch' it's like it spoke the words... Damn you. 

"Hope you enjoy bad sex.." I say to the face and put my phone to charge on the kitchen counter, I really didn't need it when I'm trying to sleep, all that shit... 

I climb  the stairs and end up not changing out of my sweatpants before falling asleep.. 

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Short Chapters, they're good sometimes. 

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