"brendon?" dallon asks the other as they lay in bed. he's not even positive if brendon is awake as he feels though his mind has been running and keeping him up for hours while the other sleeps peacefully beside him.
"yea?" brendon returns, much to dallon's surprise.
"how do you feel about kids?" dallon asks.
"what do you mean? like do i like them or hate them?"
"i don't know," dallon pauses. "just forget i said anything, okay?"
"what were you going to say?" brendon asks. he was originally laying facing the opposite of dallon, but now turned to look at him.
"nothing." dallon says.
"dallon-"
"brendon, seriously. forget it." dallon tells him.
"were you going to ask me about having kids?" brendon asks.
"yea." dallon responds. "well not having kids as the both of us can't do that, since you know-"
"dallon, yes, i get it." brendon laughs. "adopting a kid."
"ever since i was young i wanted a family. i don't even care if they're mine or not, i want a family." dallon says.
brendon smiles, "you're so cute. i'm so damn in love with you."
dallon smiles in return, "i love you too."
"i love you, but can this wait for tomorrow, or maybe sometime in the future to talk about it more? i just want to go to sleep." brendon says with a slight laugh.
"yeah, it can wait." dallon nods.
"alright. goodnight, dal. i love you."
"goodnight, love you too."
i bet some of u thought i was dead, nope still alive, still wishing i was dead
