Why not? Destiel & Sam/Jess (high school AU)

Accidents happen

Cas

I couldn't believe this. I didn't want to believe it. I was speechless.

"Mom is a what?" Gabe asked. He looked just as shocked as I was.

"Way to lay it on them lightly luce." Anna said. Lucifer rolled his eyes.

"You mean, mom is- was an angel, and you knew this whole time?" I asked. She looked down.

"We had to get into hunting somehow." She stated. I could feel myself getting angry. My face felt hot.

"Great! Anymore completely life changing information you feel the need to share?" I said. I couldn't believe they would keep something like this from me! They all looked away, like they wanted to tell me something. "I can't believe this! There actually IS! What could possibly be worse than not telling me mom was an angel?" I immidialaty regretted asking that question, because in my experience, there is always a way to make things worse.

"Well, you see, have I ever told you how much I love you before?" Anna started.

"Quit stalling and just tell me already!" I exclaimed. She looked shocked, but continued on.

"Cas, you're only our half brother." Once again, I was speechless.

"What do you mean, I'm only ur half brother?" I was completely stunned. I don't how to handle so much information.

"You have a different dad." Michael said.

"Who is my dad then?"

"That we don't know." That's when I snapped. I was mad about dean lying to me. I was mad that Crowley bullied me for so many years then kissed me. I was mad that my mom died and it was my fault. I was mad that my own family kept such a thing from me.

"Are you kidding me?" I snapped. They looked at me but didn't say anything. "You've been lying to me my whole entire life, I finally find someone that I like, that I love, and then, because you didn't like it, you tried to tear that apart! Then you go missing for what? A month? Two? I thought you were dead! Or worse! Then you finally get back and guess what? I find out you've STILL been lying to me! Not just about OUR mom but about my own relation to you guys! Now when I have one fucking question for you, you can't even fucking answer it!" I was breathing heavily. Gabe and balth were quite and didn't make eye contact with me. Michael had a hard look that I really couldn't even read. Lucifer looked pissed, but not as much as me. And Anna looked extremely concerned.

"Cas, im sorry, I didn't think-" I interrupted her.

"No! I've been nothing but patient and cooperative and I'm not going to let you walk all over me anymore!" I started walking away.

"Cas! Please!" Anna cried, but I ignored her. I walked straight out the door. I don't even know where I was walking to. I wasn't walking to anyone anymore. I was mad at everyone.

"Cas! Hey, cas!" I knew it was dean. I really didn't even want to talk to dean anymore. I didn't answer. I kept walking. I heard him running to me, but I still kept walking. He stopped me by putting my hand on my shoulder. I spun around.

"What? What do you want?" I snapped. He took a step back, surprised.

"Are you okay? What happened to you? I was worried!" He sounded concerned, but for some reason, I didn't care.

"Not everything is about you dean!" I exclaimed. His eyebrows raised.

"Um, sorry?" He tried, confused. "Cas, what's going on with you?" He asked.

"And that's another thing! Why do you always have to worrying about MY life! Shouldn't you be worrying about your own? Considering that you've been crumbling apart ever sense you got back? Or what about Sam?"

"What does Sam have to do this?" He snapped back. I was mad that he would even try to be mad at me, considering what I was going through. In that moment, I wasn't thinking anything but hurt dean.

"He was molested, Dean!" I stopped. So did dean.

"What did you just say?" He said, his voice week. I blinked. How could I say all those things?

"I-I'm sorry. I shouldn't have told you like that ." I tried to apologize.

"Shouldn't have told me like that?" His eyes were watering now. I wanted to slap myself in the face. "You mean to tell me that my little brother was-" he couldn't finish the sentence. "A-and you knew?"

"I've only known for like a day."

"And you didn't tell me as soon as you found out?" He started to sound angry. "I-I can't be here." He stuttered before I could get anything else out. He ran away to the car.

"Dean!" I called out for him. I started chasing after him, but by the time I got kind of close, he had started the car and driven off. If there was a way to kick ur self in the ass a hundred times, I would.

"Where is dean going?" Jo asked me, confused. I wasn't mad anymore. I was feeling more guilty. 

"I don't know." I said, simply. I couldn't bring myself to tell her what had happened. She scrunched her eyebrows and stared out into the road where dean had driven off.

"Come on." She said, walking away. I chased after her.

"Where are we going?" I asked. She got into her big, silver truck.

"To follow him." I stood there and looked at her.

"I'm not to sure that's a good idea." I stated. She shrugged her shoulders.

"Why not? You said you didn't know what happened, right?" Yep, she definitely knows I was lying, but I still couldn't tell her. After I stayed silent, she smirked. "Are you coming, or are you just going to stand there and stare at me." She said putting on her sunglasses.

I sighed, knowing I had been defeated. Then I walked around and hopped into the other seat. Her car was kind of messy, she had empty beer cans and around and clothes.

"Sorry about the mess." She said. "I don't drink and drive, by the way. I've just been hanging out in here ever since the diner." She said. It made sense, the diner was her home. And it blew up. "That's enough talking, we're going to lose him. You better buckle your seatbelt." She said. Then she stepped on the gas pedal so hard I flew back into my seat.

I quickly buckled my seat belt as she turned up the music so loud I couldn't hear anything else. I turned my head to ask her to turn it down, but then I saw her. She looked so happy, singing along to all of the songs that came on and her window open with her hand sticking out. I've never seen her so, free. The smile on her face was so pure, it made me want to smile.

In that moment, I realized something. These are the moments that people like dean and jo, and Sam, really enjoy. They spend so much time working and hunting and researching, that they never have time to have fun. This is it. This is how we have the time of our lives. I needed to loosen up a bit. I wasn't used to this life, but now I get it. I finally understand.

I smiled and looked back forward. The sunset looked perfect, with a blend of orange, yellow, red, pink and purple. I was happy, for the first time in what seemed like forever. I glad I was with jo, I saw why everybody loved her so much.

Unfortunately, we were having so much fun, focusing on what song was on, that we didn't see the car that was heading at us at about a hundred miles per hour. He crashed right into the passenger seat side, where I was. Sending me into darkness.