Day 9

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Day 9

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I couldn't face the world. Not after what had happened the day before. My mom believed my lame excuse about being very sick and let me stay home. After I got up, I left Mark sleeping and went to have a shower. I stripped and hopped in. All I could feel was his hands all over everywhere. I scrubbed and scrubbed with the loofa. It wasn't working, nothing was working. The razor sitting on the corner of the bathtub was becoming tempting to use.

Not only was I almost raped by William (shudder) but my best friend had the nerve to kiss me after. Had he liked me all that time or was he just trying to make it worse as he had? Did he even mean to? Was it just spur of the moment? Did he want to rape me too? I didn't want to be asking myself all these questions, but I knew that I had to. Who would trust after that experience?

I finally decided to get out after a half hour. As I said before, it wasn't helping anyways and my skin was feeling numb. I dried off with my favourite pink towel and slipped back on my bra and underwear. Mark still wasn't awake when I got into my room so I was super quiet. After changing. I wore his shirt and a pair of comfy shorts proudly. I didn't belong to Mark, he wasn't mine nor was I his, but I just wanted him to know my acceptance of him liking me. I crept back into bed. His arm automatically wrapped around and pulled me into his chest. It felt nice. Darkness consumed me after a few minutes of laying like that.

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