♡Love Me Forever MY ALPHA♡#Wattys2014

Chapter 7... (September)

              This is the longest chapter I have written so in this book, hope you'll like it....

(Valentine)------------>>>>>>>>>

(Luca P.O.V)

The moon hung low in the sky, not full, but close enough, and I stared at it for awhile, before I rushed to the bathroom to emptying the contents of my stomach into the toilet bowl...

It had been almost two months now that Derek and I had sex, it was a full moon and friday night...

I couldn't believe this. I mean it was not that somebody had used my body and kicked me in the gutter, but it was different with Derek in all porspect, it was nerve tringling, breathtaking, it was so much different, yet it felt sour when I thought about it...

Derek had left me the next morning, without a talk or a message and avoided me since then and the day when I got to know about Kate and him, like they had been dating for almost 3 years now, I couldn't stop crying myself to sleep...

Why it hurt me so much, why I felt so used and dirty, I have whored my body to Serus to, yes I felt bad when he told me to leave but it was nothing compared to what I was feeling now, if Serus had broken me into million pieces then, Derek had shattered me into dust...

Why was there an overwhleming feeling of going to him and demanding questions, why I wanted to hit him, hurt him, the way he had, why I wanted to kill Kate whenever I saw her with Derek, why he felt like he was mine, "You smell like, you're mine." his words still ecohed in my ears, why did I have this feeling of being claimed, he told me I smelt like, like I was his, then why he left me...

"Why Alpha, Why?" I moaned, resting my head on the cold bowl...

I went back to my bed, flopping down, I scramled into a ball as I sobbed in my pillow, it still smelt like Derek very faint, but still it had his essense...

“Dude, what is wrong with you?” Stiles' voice boomed as my door flew open...

“A better question would be what isn’t wrong with me?” looking up through bleary eyes to send my friend an irritated glare, “What are you even doing here? Isn’t today the day you are suppose to talk to Erica about your stupid human feeling...

Stiles rubbed his neck uncomfortably, gnashing his teeth together. “She canceled again.”

Grabbing a towel to wipe my mouth, I turned around to face my friend. “I’m sorry. It’s only been a couple weeks. She probably just needs more time.”

“I know, but I hate it.” Stiles mumbled sadly, stepping out of the doorway so that I  could walk by him to go into the kitchen.. “I miss her, you know?” Stiles said as he followed me outside the room...

I sighed, rubbing my eyes furiously. “Yeah, I know Slites. You’ve only said it every day since you two had sex.”

“What is your deal, Luca? I thought I could talk to you about my problems -” Stiles started, but was cut off by my frustrated groan...

"Everyone has problem in their life Stiles, even do I have, the day I was born problems became my middle name, sex and getting kicked are like been there done that type thing, you will live, Stiles, just have patients and give Erica sometime, I hate to break it to you, she is my best friend for passed 6months now and I know she is a big drama queen, so chill in human words, if you can understnand"Slites stared, taken aback by the sudden outburst and instantly I felt bad for taking out my anger on him...

"I-Luca I didn't mean it like that, I know you are keeping sick, but that is the human part in you"

I shook my head "No, it's not the human part, Dhamphi's don't do sick cause we heal, and fuck the human part of me, I don't feel human anymore, my whole body is sore and it aches..."