♡Love Me Forever MY ALPHA♡#Wattys2014

Chapter 27...

This chapter is for all Luca lovers... I has only Luca's POV.... I wanted to do a chapter on him so I could explain his situation, it is bit of an angsty chapter...

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(Luca P.O.V) 

I quickly walked out of the room and proceeded towards mine... I didn't vamp speed and ran to my room, I walked slowly taking all my time savouring Derek's fluttering heart-beat and his pine, wild and musky scent... 

I looked down the staircase and counted each of my footsteps that took me away for him. It had been almost a week or more that I saw him face to face and my eyes lingered over his startling hazel eyes, chiseled face, soft pink lips and faint lines beside his eyes... 

The phase we were going through definite had taken a troll on him, though his posture radiated dominance but his eyes we devoid of the spark which made him different from all the creatures I have ever seen... He always had been different to me, something very important who made he feel safe and protected...

I wanted to run and jump into his arms engulfing him in a tight hug so hard he could never leave me and go but I resisted myself...

You feel ashamed really. That someone can mean so much to you that without them you feel like nothing. You feel worthless. no one would ever understand how much it hurt. I wished someone could get what was happening and tell me I wasn't being stupid or crazy. someone who could promise to love you forever and keep that promise. But what is forever? Is it till we die or is it in this life and the next? I couldn't help but question what is life? what is life, and why does it hurt so much?
Sometimes people asked me why is it so hard to trust someone and I said Why is it so hard to keep a promise. You see trust is like a piece of paper once its bin crumbled it can never be perfect. I find it funny really that one day I seem to have everything going right, then the next day I'll lose everything so fast...

3months back 

BEEP....BEEP....BEEP....BEEP....BEEP....
the smell, the sound it was all so familiar. I opened my eyes to see a white ceiling. I blinked a few times trying to clear my vision. I automatically knew I was in a hospital. but why? then I remembered. I remembered everything. all the feelings. it was overwhelming. a lot of my body was numb but that of what I could feel hurt, it hurt a lot. I groaned as I tried to sit up. I looked to my side.
in one seat was Erica, next to her was Romario my... brother, Stiles sat on the floor next to him and as I scanned the room further I saw Derek. Derek fucking hale. the sadness the hopelessness the pain everything I felt it all turned into rage and anger. "GET OUT!" I shouted with everything I had left. everyone woke up surprised Erica almost screaming and Derek he looked at me shocked for a moment and I chuckled. "that's the same face, the same fucking face. I HATE YOU!"
I saw his eyes flash red. "don't give me that flashy werewolf bullshit, you said we were mates you promised Derek... you promised me that there would be 'us'....forever" my voice died down with each passing word and it became hard to talk.