♡Love Me Forever MY ALPHA♡#Wattys2014

Chapter 29...

(Derek P.O.V )

I didn't know what to say, I kept gaping at the paper. I was still trying to decipher or, maybe I didn't want to understand what the words meant... The overwhelming feeling was crushing my heart down, I felt so desolated...

People who go that far down the cracked-out rabbit hole will always have a fucked-up side. 

And I felt the same,

God fuck I love him, couldn't he see that how much hurting this was all for me, how much I regretted my stupid decisions ...

I have lost my daughter too for crying out loud...

"Isaac, I don't blame you know," I could feel my pack-pup distress, and he was blaming himself for this... Isaac had always been the most emotional one out of the all...

"Buu-but my stupid question Derek, and he ran" Isaac's voice cracked in the end as he laid his head against Danny's chest and whimpered...

"It is ok, he will come back" Erica assured as he wrapped an arm around his waist and kissed his forehead...

I let out a deep sigh before plopping down on the couch, I was so exhausted and tired. Thing were going out of my hand and I was losing control... I hated losing control especially I hated losing control of my life... When I lived a free life, I lost Paige and when I again did the mistake I lost my family to a vampire whom I thought to be my friend... Morris was the only one after Paige outside of my family whom I allowed to let in, be my friend and shared all the secrets of my family only so he could back-stab me and burn my family alive...

"He will come back you know" Lydia asked and there was a tinge of uncertainty in her voice which was well head by all... A feeling of dreading pooled in my gut, my wolf was clawing to surface himself and go run for his mate, but I couldn't let him free.

It would never back down before he would claim his mate and bring him home well fucked and knotted multiple times and marked ever inch of his body... Luca would never forgive me for that, as it is we were in a bitter state of our relationship, hell I didn't know if we were in any sort of relationship...

"Do we go search him" Jackson piped up.... I looked up at him in surprise, he was never the kind of person who was ever give two shit about anything except himself and never stop from making snide comment.... But right now he was a complete different Jackson, and what surprised me was the Jackson Whittemore was concerned...

May be being Alpha mate Luca really have strong influence on every pack members...

I shook my head "No, if he doesn't come back my midnight then I will go" He needed sometime, and I was ready to give him that, he deserved it...

"But don't you thing it will be to late" Jackson argued, but I was in no more for his accusiotary tone, I know he blamed me for this, who aim I kidding, I blamed myself for this too and I knw the whole pack did...

Dylan whimpered from my room, I could feel him calling for Luca... There is a strong connection between the child and the breeder, a need to stay close, stronger than the Alpha has with the child and if the child is of any supernatural then the bond is way stronger than of a human breeder and his child... 

All of a sudden I felt the small hair on my nape to rise as a need to protect washed over me and my wolf whined in panic.... 

I looked up towards my room and growled something was wrong, without wasting much time I rushed towards it, the thumping sound was enough for me to know the pack was following me...

I almost jumped each step and reached for my room as fast as I could... I preferred not to run in wolf speed inside the house but I couldn't stop now...