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Chapter 18(b)... (WARNING)

(Luca P.O.V)

I am very, very impulsive.

This particular trait had brought me unexpected surprises, even joys, but one of these fine days, it was going to get me into trouble.

Right now, I was in a weird combination of too many moods- disbelief, a giggly cheer, disgust, satisfaction and regret.

Argh!

I should really think before I speak or act.

When I woke up again it was completely dark outside, Derek's strong arm was wrapped around me as his spooned me from back, making lazy circles with his finger on my small bump,  his nose nestled into the side of my neck, cascading hot breath on my ear, I shivered slightly

My mind was a swirling mess, my mother was the focus of my dream tonight again, instead of any happy memory, it was when I saw her die in front of my own eyes, Serus' minion killing her so they could take me... I wish  I could bring her back as her mummified lifeless body and blank eye woke me up...

A drop of tear roll down the nook of my eye as I stopped myself from crying...

"You alright" Derek asked softly 

I nodded my head "Bad dream"

Derek pulled me close nuzzling my neck "Rest, Luca"

Looking at my phone, I saw it was only 3:15am,  I attempt to control my emotions so I can sleep again... I melted has he pulled me closer flushed my bare back on his bare chest and his flaccid member on my back's cleft...

When you hear the stories of the lonely, especially those that had been experiencing loneliness for a long period of time, one thing stands out quite clearly: There was usually no readily available one shot answer to helping them get out of loneliness. Of course, if you asked lonely folks what's the way out of loneliness, I'm sure at least 80% of them would say, finding a romantic partner. That is what most people seem to need, one person who would love and care for them the way no one was currently doing and arguably had done in their past  euphoria of falling in love does the magic

But was Derek in love with me, was I was the only one having his feeling, was his a one way traffic and the other side of the road was blocked...

But least night  he was so careful not to hurt me, or the cubs, so gentle, he did not let me submit to him, instead he let me took control of pleasuring ourselves and he didn't even bite me...

I was so confused, once he was all lying, avoiding, then again he was with me loving me in a way I never knew was possible...

"Don't thing so much, Luca"

"Huh, what" I tilted my head a little to look at him...

"Last night was perfect, don't overthink yourself let it be the, nature will take its course " he said with conviction which made me think, could he read minds, 

I let my eyes wonder around his pink lips for a moment, admiring their beauty  before looking up into his eyes. I stifled a gasp. They were the most gorgeous shade of hazel I’ve ever seen. The edges of his irises were that of a deep black and the inside was a light yellowish brown with some orange and green specks encircling the middle. his dark hair was a sexy mess. and I nearly melted as I remember how the soft locks felt when I ran my fingers through them...

My core clenched, I quickly turned around to hide my flushed cheeks...

I felt Derek lick my earlobe, before blowing warm air on his... The warm and cold sensation left goosebumps on its wake, I shivered visibly and clenched my core harder....