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Chapter 30(b)...

Dear Reader,

Before you start reading this part, may I inform you that, I have edited the last part as much I could, and I have add few stuff here and there which I somehow missed and thought they are necessary for the chapter to be more meaningful... The conversation among Luca Kate and Derek have been increased a tad bit to make things bit clearer..

So I would request, if you have not noticed it, please read the previous part but if you don't want to it doesn't matter, the ending is still the same....

(Luca P.O.V)

"Absolutely" 

"Hello Kitten"

Before I launch into the guts of the matter, let me settle an important point.  Feelings are feelings and feelings are not thoughts.   People use the word “feeling” when they are speaking of thoughts often.  I think they learn this along the way, but also I think that many people are somewhat intimidated by the word “feeling” and thus people who use it are often treated as more believable.  Whatever, let me set the record straight right up front.

I was confused about the role of emotions in your life, feelings humans call it...

What were my feeling??? 

Love, I can say

Hate,

Anger,

Pain,

Loneliness,

Distress, 

Yes I felt all... But never understood why I felt so utterly incomplete. Like some part of my soul was miss,

When I was in the outer land(Vampyria) night had always fascinated me, the beauty of the dark sky, covered with greyish cloud, twinkling of the stars and the mesmerizing beauty of the bright silver moon...

I loved watching the night sky as I sat by the window, before Serus would summon me for my nightly duties of pleasuring him, feeding him my blood etc,etc...

I always felt a pull towards the moon, not like the pool the wolves feel, but a different kind of pull, as if a part of me belonged to the moon... I longed for it, wanted it to be close to me... 

I used to sit by the window for hours, basking in the silvery shimmer of the moon that used to light my room...

The moon always made me blush when I used to think of it as my lover, who would always see me, watch over me for fifteen nights and then slowly vanish for another fifteen night leaving me cold and heart broken.....

It is a very wrong conception that only werewolves feels a pull towards the moon, even vampires do... But our pull is different, not so heightened like that of the werewolves, but to some extent,  every vampire feels  it...

I was to young to understand my feeling, so I thought maybe this was the reason for my unconditional love for my moon, but guess what it wasn't the only reason...

So back to what were my feeling, like right now I was feeling scared, hurt, agonizingly aroused and super horny... 

In front of me was his two utterly handsome men I have every seen and two of them were someone connected to me, my past, my present and my future....

Then on the other hand, were two women, one I loved, cared for treated like my own sister, and the other who I loathed with a passion and the main reason for my miserable life...

"How...?" Derek trailed off, but soon his bewilderment shifted to anger as he shifted in his beta form and snarled at the man with some much ferocity that chill ran down my spin in fear and  trepidation,