Trigger Warning: depression and death.
Other warning-no happy ending.
I had been on Neverland for quite sometime now. I wasnt sure the exact amout but it had been a long time. In the long time, surrounded by nothing but boys I developed feelings for one of them.Not just any of the lost boys. No i fell for the worst one yet. The leader. Peter Pan.
I loved him. Dispite him being a villian and a monster, i loved him. All the boys had figured it out, but im not very sure if he has.
I am sure he doesnt feel the same however. I dont blame him. My hair is a plain brown along with plain brown eyes. I was an ordinary looking girl. To top it off,im an over thinker. I freakout over the slightest things.
Just last night me and Pan fought again. He was upset because i danced with the boys. I cried myself to sleep once i finally layed down. I hated when he yelled at me.
I woke to the sun shining through my tent,making me groan and pull the covers over my head. A few moments later someone walked into my tent.
"Are you getting up today girl" It was Felix."Dont really plan on it" i mumbled
He sighed "Are you atleast going to read the note by your bed then?"
My head popped out of the covers and i squinted at my bed side table. There was indeed a peice of paper on it. Felix smirked as i picked it up and left me to read it alone. I smiled and blushed as i read Pans cramped hand writing.
Dear (y/n),
Im sorry about last night. I didnt mean to get so upset love. Come to the beach, there's something I wish to tell you but i prefer to do it face to face.
Love,
Peter Pan'He does like me!'I threw my self out of bed and ran to the beach. Forgetting to even brush my hair or to change out of my sleep clothes. I didn't care. I needed to know what Peter wanted to tell me. Even though i had a feeling i already knew.
I expected to see him once i arrived but the beach shore was empty. I stopped running and looked around. Breathing heavy i rested my hands on my knees trying to remember how to breathe properly.
"Peter" i called out not thinking about the fact he hated being called Peter.
"He doesn't like that" a voice called out to me.
My head whipped around to find the source of the voice. I saw a girl floating in the Ocean and another sitting on a rock, hair wet and plastered to her head and face. "No wonder he hates you, if you constantly called me by something you know i hate and break all my rules i'd hate you too" the one on the rock spoke this time and flipped her scally tail. Mermaids.
"W-who are you?" I studderd at them "Why are you here?"
"Im Oasis and thats Atlanica" the mermaid in the water said
"And we are to kill you" the one on the rock, Atlanica, finished. I gasped and took a step back. "Wait did you think he was going to tell you he loves you?"
The two mermaids laughed at me. Then just like that realization hit me like a truck. Pan was never going to even show up.
"He lead me here. S-so you could get rid of me for him...didnt he?" I asked tears welling in my eyes.
"Like we said cutie, He hates you" Oasis answered.
He hates me. My heart shattered in my chest as the bullet of a thought shot though me. My chest constriced and my brain stopped working. My lungs deflated like a ballon full of holes. Pain replaced my blood and swam through my veins. Everything just stopped.
"Now darling dont make us use force" Atlanica said holding out her hand "we can make that pain stop"
"It would make Pan happy" Oasis said "that is what you want isnt it?" I nodded at her and took Atlanica's hand. She smirked and dove head first off the rock pulling me with her.
The water was cold. My brown hair floated all around me. I held my breath as they continued to swim down with me in their grasp. My ears popped and head pounded from the pressure. Any farther down & it would crush me.
"Take a deep breath (y/n)" Oasis said to me.Its hard to willingly breath in water. 'It's what Pet- Pan wants'
I thought to myself. I opened my mouth and sucked in. Water poured into my mouth,down my windpipe and into my lunges,which seemed to hold better now than ealier. As if my pain had patched the holes in them. Gagging as the water continued to flow, my vision began to darken and i realized something. I didnt want to die.I went to scream for Pan but nothing came out. More water went in. A form began to swim towords me and the mermaids swam off in fear,but it was to late. Just at they reached me,it all went black.
*3rd person POV*
Pan cursed himself for being late. The boys had distracted him and he forgot about having to meet (y/n). He was going to tell her the truth: He loves her. All those fights were him being jealous. Suddenly he felt someone enter the oceans of Neverland.(Y/n).
He teleported himself to the shore in panick mode. He saw no one on the sand and dove in the cold water. After a few moments he saw three figures. One was struggling to hold their breath. Then they stopped trying.
Pan swam to them as the two mermaids fled in fear. I grabbed her just as her eyes shut and she feel unconisous.
Swimming back to land Pan tried to wake her up. He tried magic to remove the water from her lungs. He tried mouth to mouth and everything in-between. Nothing. Checking for a pulse,he found nothing.
Tears found their way from his emerald green eyes that (y/n) loved so much. He knew he was to late. (Y/n) was gone forever. He had lost his happy ending.
"Im sorry" he said quietly" i know it means nothing now but...I love you"

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Peter Pan One Shots
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