Make It Right

Ch.19

(Sky's POV)

My feelings were mixed and all over the place. On one hand I enjoyed Loki's company, found myself attracted to him, but was it love? I'm unsure as of yet. Perhaps if given the chance. On the other hand he was still set on over taking Midgard. Which I do not support. So do I lead with my heart, or my mind?

Today was our last day here on Asgard before we leave for the Loki premiere. I was becoming more and more nervous, and uneasy with each passing minute. Loki assured all would end well.

I was sent to visit Tom one last time before we left. He of course would not be joining us until everything was officially set in motion. How on Earth was I to explain to him what all had transpired between Loki and I last night?

After a restful, blissful sleeping night in Loki's arms. I'd gotten up, bathed, ate breakfast consisting of fruit's and meats. Slipped into an Asgardian style teal dress, Loki had arranged for me to have, and made my way back to see Tom.

He was sitting right where I'd left him. Except this time he was sound asleep. Poor guy had to sleep sitting up. Not cool Loki. Uncool.

I let him sleep in a while so I could lay out all of his breakfast options, and start the water for his bath.

Startled, not knowing anyone to be in the room, he awoke scared.

"It's just me Tom. Want some breakfast? Sorry I scared you."

"Sky?" He questioned, not fully awake.

"Ding, ding, ding! You're correct. You've won a get out of shackles, eat, and bathe award. How does that sound?"

"Eheheh, excellent. Thank you."

"Look who's in charge of the keys today, good sir." A smile spread across my face, as I dangeled the keys in front of him. Swinging them from side to side. I watched Tom's eyes widen.

"How on Asgard did you end up with those?"

"Loki gave them to me last night."

"You must have been quite convincing, acting like you like him."

"Tom...we need to talk, and seeing how this is the last chance for a while, I should start."

I unlocked his wrists that bound him to the wall, as he made his way over to the table happy to begin eating.

"Go on." He urged.

"I don't want you to hate me or think differently of me."

"I won't. I couldn't. You've been there for me even when you couldn't actually get to me. Tell me. Whatever it is. At this point, I think I'm well equipped to deal with just about anything."

A small laugh escaped me. "Very true. Last night...you see last night Loki and I shared a moment together. I know he hasn't shown you ANY good side to him, but I've seen it first hand. I saw it when we first arrived here. I'll just be a big girl and say it. Tom, Loki and I made love."

Tom dropped his silver fork to the ground. His jaw falling open wide.

"Wow! That's not really what I was expecting. I thought at the very least you'd take to him on a "friend" level for fake, but this? Are these feelings real?"

I searched my heart, deep down inside. "I think so. Though I still don't agree with his plans. What do I do?"

"I'm still in shock. I-I don't know."

"I knew it. You hate me." I could feel myself forming a frown.

"I don't. You did what you had to do to survive. You've been put in this postition."

"No Tom. I could have said no, yet I didn't. It felt...right, and yet so wrong, but in the right way. Does that even make sense? I'm sorry."

He puts his hand on my shoulder. "Sky, this is your life. Do what you want. Whatever makes you happy. I'll always be here for you. You can always confide in me."

We embraced in loving hug. I felt happy just talking to him. Getting it all off my chest. It felt freeing. "Thanks Tom. I know. You're the best. We'll make it through this somehow."

I let Tom finish his breakfast and bath. Regretfully I had to tie him back up. He was of course completely understanding. Plus, he liked how I was now in charge of the keys, but for how long? I did not know. He tried to tell me that everything would be alright tomorrow. Even though I think we both silently know it won't be. We promised we'd see eachother after everything went down, and I knew we would. After all we'd be working along side one another. Tom would rule along side Loki as second in command.  I wish tomorrow would never come.