Jihee's P.OVWhen I forgave Both (Y/N) and Minna. They told me to do whatever made me happy. What makes me happy is Jimin and I am pretty sure I make him Happy as well. He's always smiling when I'm around him...he hugs me and he does all this kind stuff.
I kicked the pebble that was in front of me and I smiled. I thought about confessing my feelings for him...my feelings. I lit up happily.
"Yes! I will confess!" I squeal to myself and skipped into my house where I was greeted my grandma. She sat in her chair, Knitting a small baby cap for my baby brother. Her eyes focused on it the whole time. When she heard my steps coming near her, she lifted her head up and gave me a smile.
"Ah...my child, you're home!" She placed her work on the table in front of her and stood up to welcome me with a hug.
"Hey grandma!" I greet her. She gives me a pat in the head and she sits back down. "Well...what has gotten you so happy today?" She asked. I sat on the floor and held her hand. " Well-" I stuttered as my face turned red.
"I want to confess to the one I like today." He eyes lit up.
"Young love...Been there...I do hope you get with the one you desire...tell me my child...what is the boy like?"
I hummed for a moment. "He's handsome, kind, gentle, caring...he's everything I want in a guy."
'AND HE'S A FUCKING KPOP IDOL!!' I sighed and frowned.
"My friends think that He's judt being kind and he probably does not feel the same way about me." My grandma thought about what to say for a moment. "There is a guy that likes me...My crush is his best friend...and he gave me roses today. He tells me the same thing...I don't believe them.""If the guy shows signs that he loves you then go for it. If he is just being nice then he does fancy you, but only as a friend." I bit my lip. "I'm not saying you shouldn't confess, child. If you want then go for it." I got up.
"Well...I will confess. I should go get ready." I spoke. I stretched and let out a loud breath. My bones cracked, causing me to be a bit more relaxed.
"Good luck child.""Thanks grandma."
I walked to my room, where I got my phone and texted Jimin to meet me at the park. I picked a certain park since he was a celebrity constantly being followed by a lot of fans, so a peaceful spot would be great for our privacy.
I put my outfit on and stared at myself in the mirror.(Outfit is something like this↑↑↑)
I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear before leaving both my room and house. It did not take to long to get to the park, It was somewhat closed to where I live so going there was no trouble. The park was beautiful, but somewhat abandoned. That reason was unknown.
I arrived to see Jimin staring at his phone, looking quite nervous. I felt a small pit in my stomach.
"Oh...Jihee!" He grabs my hand and makes me sit on the cold bench. Smiling lightly, with a small tint of blush dusted on my face, I squeezed his small hand.
"Hey Chim-Chim!" I greeted. He smiles. "What is it that you want to tell me?" He licks his lower lip.
My blush becomes a deeper shade of pink and eventually to red.
"I...I uh..." I sighed. It was time for me to confess my feelings.
"Jimin...I like- No I love you! I always had and - and...Ugh The butterflies in my stomach always seem to appear when you're around me-" Jimin cuts me off.
"I can't..." He says and lets out a shaky breath. His small hands run through his now blonde hair. I look at him with wide eyes. "W-What-" I stutter as the urge to cry kept on increasing second by second.
"Yoongi...He loves you...and I can't do that to my hyung." Anger. That was all that went through me now when I heard the rappers name. My blood was boiling to the max. My fist balled.
"Yoongi eh..." I growled. "That's why you don't want to be with me...right?" I swallowed the lump on my throat. I stare at Jimin angerly. He took a step back. "Why the hell does he keep interfering...WHY DAMMIT!" I yell the last part out.
"It is not only him...but it's me as well...I don't like you like that you know. Aish...why does everyone confuse my kindness to love?" He asks himself. My anger was present, but also the feeling of sadness and rejection came back to me. I began to walk back and shake my head as the tears my eyes were holding back began to flow.
I turn around and run away, not caring about Jimin calling my name. I hated this...I hate Yoongi...Why did he have to like me! Gosh I hate everything! I...I wish he'd stop liking me!
I ran to (Y/N)'s apartment, but I was stopped by the male I didn't wanted to see. His hands were placed in my shoulders and his face held a frown.
"Jihee...What happened?" He asked.
I push him away from me and I sent him a cold glare.
"You Happened! I-If it weren't for you then Jimin could've accepted me!" I cried. He looked hurt.
"Jimin told me that he didn't love you, didn't he said that himself?"
"Yeah! But that's because you had to come along and ruin it all...I HATE YOU MIN YOONGI!" I shouted at him.
"Now don't go blaming it on me! Yes I have feelings for you, but that does not mean I controlled his feelings!" He argued back. "Then you shouldn't have loved me in the first place!""I wasn't planning to fall in love, it just happens!"
"Well if you think I'll be able to love someone as sour as you, then you might as well forget it. You and I are not compatible in anyway! Please just leave me alone...I don't want to see you anymore.." Yoongi sighed and his eyes were full of pain. He looked like he did expected my rejection, but at the same time he couldn't bring himself to believe it. I could see it...Why...why can I see it...I hate that.
"Fine...Alright. I won't bother you anymore, but just remember that if eventually begin to fall in love with Me...I'll be long gone. Goodbye Jihee." His words hit me. I didn't know why though. But as he began to turn and walk away, I slowly began to regret everything I told him. But what's done is done.I don't think a sorry is what he will accept.
{Sorry for the long break guys! I had a Major writers block and school has been pretty rough.}
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