I wish things would get better but they wont
Im crying and im lonely. Ive noticed lately from others that my friends on here never care about me until im depressed
"Are you okay Pelty?"
Fuck no, of course im not. Im never okay. And when i act like I am, im.ignored
I send someone a message, they NEVER FUCKING TEXT BACK. Nope. Not until im feeling upset and cutting myself.
I get left on read on Kik all the fucking time. Whether it be a conversation, me ranting, private roleplays, or just me wanting to say hello
Im. Left. On. Read.
Until, oh! Im depressed. Then people talk to me, text me, reply to roleplays, its seriously the only time and yes, im calling people out
Im just done. What ever happened to the days to where I socialized more? What the fuck happened to people replying because it was fun?
Im gonna regret this in the morning but im pissed and upset.
So good, fucking,night
Why dont you care about me when im actually happy for once? Now all I feel is fucking empty
