one last vent hack

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Yup so of course before I leave im going to do it on a depressing note. How classic of me.

Okay so for the last month I've been depressed. Horribly depressed. I just dont know why people (other than Gash) even want to be my friend. I suck at a lot of things.
Role playing
Making characters
Playing said characters right
My fucking oneshots. I hate them and I know they suck because eh, I dont comment on them and no one else does
My art. Its horrible too.
And just my personality sucks. Im a clingy person, im a greedy person, im always all about myself. I never comment. Im just a dick and I dont even have friends any more in my mind because(once again other than Gash) who would love me?

I dont think anyone does. Only my mom and thats fucking sad

I hate life and Wattpad only makes me bored. Makes me feel empty because once my newsfeed was full of life and it isnt. Thats not a good sign

I hate myself and everything I do. I think, compared to others, its horrible so I want a fresh start.

The whole reason im making the new account (if i do) is to start over.
Of course, I dont know what will happen to my beloved fandom characters. I want to keep them (especially Rodrick and Georgie) but I think I write them horribly/roleplay them horribly

Everything I do sucks

Anyways, if I make a new account..ill be better.

This is my last vent.

Love you all

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 06, 2017 ⏰

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