One Week is All I Could Ask For (A BTS Love Story)

Chapter 23: Fixing a Broken Heart

I still can't forget Jungkook's words from yesterday...

(Flashback)

"Noona..I, I..." He stopped.
"What is it Jungkook?" I asked him, holding his hands.
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"I....I like you..."

"It's okay, noona. You don't have to be sorry..I don't need you to love me back..I juat want you to know my feelings for you." He said as he forced a smile.

"Noona, I need to go now. Thank you for listening..please be happy with Taehyung hyung, arraseo? I'm always here for you, noona..I promise.." He said, smiling with tears as he ran away, leaving me blank in the empty classroom he left me in..

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Just the thought of it makes me cry..

I can't just watch him faking his laughs while I'm here, being happy with Taehyung..

The first time I saw him, he seems special to me...

I have to admit, he is handsome. But I never knew he would like me that way despite being his noona...

I didn't accept him not because I'm older than him; but because my heart belongs to someone else..

To Taehyung...

He was hiding something from me all this time..and it's because he was scared that I might ignore him right after..

It's better to see him, crying infront of me rather than seeing him smile, hiding his tears from me..

Someone as kind-hearted as Jungkook deserves someone better than me..

He needs someone who will surely love him back..
Someone who will make him smile everyday..
Someone who is ready to love him until his last breath..
Someone who will never cheat on him..
Someone who will take care of him
And someone who will never leave him..

I know, I caused him so much pain.

I was the reason behind his tears.

I was the reason behind his suffering.

I was the reason he stayed up all night, thinking of me.

I was the reason why he lost a lot of sleep.

But I know for sure, I'll be here for him..

I can't bear being happy with Taehyung, knowing that someone is suffering..

And that's Jungkook..

I never saw him cry..

And it hurts me, realizing that I was the reason he cried..

I wouldn't have see him cry if I didn't just break his heart..

I remembered when I borrowed his cellphone, he had a lot of sad songs on his playlist..

Among them, there was this one song that caught my attention.

Maroon 5 - Wipe Your Eyes

I coudn't help it so I asked him..

"Kookie, why do you have so many sad songs in your phone? Is there something wrong?" I asked him..

"Of course not! I just like the lyrics.." he said as he grabbed the phone from me..

And now that I know why he has sad songs in his phone, I felt like a bad person..

Jeon Jungkook, I'm sorry...

I remembered the first time I felt his tears spilling on my shirt..
I already knew something isn't right..

If I'll not help him then, I can't help myself either...

Jungkook's broken heart requires all of my attention..even if I was the reason behind it...

If I broke his heart before,
then I can fix it as well...

I know, fixing a broken heart isn't easy..

Especially if the one who is fixing it broke it from before..

It needs time...

I love Jungkook, but not like that..

You know what I mean, right?

"What's the use of being inlove if you know you would end up with a broken heart.."

These are the words I would never tell Jungkook...

Even if you force me, I won't..

I don't even know how will I explain it to Taehyung..

Being a 4D person, he gets mad easily..

He gets jealous easily as well..

He might misunderstand it..

He might think that Jungkook and I have something to hide from him..

It's better to tell him the truth rather than hiding it from him..

"If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.."

I guess sometimes you have to lie to find the truth..

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Author's Note:

Hey guys~ sorry for this short chapter...
I promise I'll make the following updates longer like I usually do..
I'm not feeling well lately..
Sorry about that..

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