One Week is All I Could Ask For (A BTS Love Story)

Chapter 21: Jungkook's POV

I woke up with a wet and slightly sticky face..

I probably cried myself to sleep...

I still can't forget what happened yesterday..

I looked at myself at the mirror as I smiled.

"You can do this, Jungkook." I said to myself, taking a deep breath before smiling as a tear drop fell from my eyes..

I feel lonely and in pain.

Life seems to be without any gain.

I want to scream and cry.

And genuinely bid you goodbye.

I know holding on is not to be.

For I know that you can't be with me.

I have to get over noona. A stone has been sitting on my heart for a while now..I'd shed a lot of tears over her, lost a lot of sleep thinking of her. Somehow I have to forget about what I feel for her. Things will get worse for me if I don't shake loose from the grip she have on my heart. I most definitely don't want to feel this way, alone in a love affair meant for two..

Taehyung hyung is meant for her..

She is meant for him..

So why do I have to butt in?

I have to pretend..that's all I can do..

I have to let go..

Even if she felt like The One.

Even if I've always thought that we'd end up together..

And even if she still has a choke chain in my heart..

I can't do anything anymore..

She belongs to someone else now..

I still remembered the first time I saw her.

My whole world turned around her..

But I guess she wasn't the one for me..

I'll confess to noona, whatever happens.

I don't need her to accept me..

I just want to tell her how I feel..

Even if she's not mine,

Even if she doesn't like me back,

And even if I can't have her,

I'm always here for you noona..

If you need a shoulder to cry on, I'll be here..

I'll be by your side to wipe your eyes..

~*~

I sat on my bed as I grabbed my guitar..

I strummed my guitar as I sang to Wipe your eyes by Maroon 5.

I'm afraid that I gotta do what I gotta do.

But if I let you go, where you gonna go?

We gonna make a change, time to turn the page.

Something isn't right

And I don't wanna fight you.

We've been trough tougher times, you know it gets worse.

We can turn this around, please let me be first.

And as I feel your tears spilling on shirt Something isn't right,

And I don't wanna fight you.

Hey you, come over and let me embrace you

I know that I'm causing you pain too.

But remember if you need to cry,

I'm here to wipe your eyes.

Tonight, before you fall asleep,

I run my thumb across your cheek.

Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes.

I know I made you feel this way,

You gotta breathe, we'll be okay.

Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes.

Oh nah nah, oh nah nah nah nah

'Cause I'm here to wipe your eyes.

Oh nah nah, oh nah nah nah nah

When did we cross the line?

How could we forget?

Why do we let the pressure get in to our heads?

Your broken heart requires all my attention.
'Cause something isn't right,

I don't wanna fight you.

Hey you, come over and let me embrace you

I know that I'm causing you pain too.

But remember if you need to cry,

I'm here to wipe your eyes.

Tonight, before you fall asleep,

I run my thumb across your cheek.

Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes.

I know I made you feel this way,

You gotta breathe, we'll be okay.

Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes.

Please, don't lose your faith.

Don't worry 'cause I'm here to keep you safe.

I promise if you let me see your face

that I won't let you down

I won't let you down.

I'm here to wipe your eyes.

Tonight, before you fall asleep,

I run my thumb across your cheek.

Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes.

I know I made you feel this way,

You gotta breathe, we'll be okay.

Cry 'cause I'm here to wipe your eyes.

I sang the last parts until I realized that I was crying..

I laid down on bed as I wiped my tears..

I'm okay..

I'm gonna confess to her tomorrow..

I'm gonna do it..whatever happens.

I'm doing this because I love you, noona..

This is for you..

~*~

Author's Note:

Hey guys~ sorry for the late update. I had a hard time finding my notebook where the whole story was written but atleast I finally found it ^__^

I'm crying..TT___TT

Jungkook....

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