the journal of life

Chapter 2

"What would I do to leave this place!" I ask myself when im alone.

my parents are a piece of shit and well I live in the shadows of my 3 siblings.

Jamie the smart and honest one, lex the baby of the house and Andrew  he is sopposey the nice and obedient one but inside he's a stupied devil,  and then theirs me Alex im the mean kid the trouble maker, to them thow. if onlynthey knew me better. Actually if only everyone knew me better. Not long agp their was only one person who understood me. One who intold everything. Which was my best friend melenie. Later on I discovered that my so called best friend had told one of my secrets that o had begged her not to tell to her aunt Eva who then told my mom. DAME!!!!  I HATED HER!! One because she got everything mixed up. Twl sje was only was protecting her self because she sure did not care to mention the part that involved her mom and to top that off it wasn't even the first time she had done this to me!!! So sense then there is no one I trust or os evem close to understanding me. I just go back to that day, the day Eva came over and called me into my parents room.

(this happen before my father died.)

flash back

I hear a nock at my door from my room. To lazy to even get up I let my mother answer. I hear as my mother greets eva. Mel must be here thought sense eva rarely came over.  I  walk out of my messy room to the living room were eva and my mother spoke. They both gave me a dirty

look. with roughness my mother spoke.

"Alex go in the room." I stiffy walk to my mother's room were my father stood to the side.  As both mother and eva entered the room and sat down I asked what was going on.

Eva with her Im gonna get you in trouble eyes she began to speak.

" did you tell mel about your parents divorce? I shifted in my seat as I nod my head.

" why did you tell her that its confirm if its not! and that if your dad tryed to get you back through court  you would reject him because all he dose is ruin your life and that you hate him?" her voice sounded like one of those wanna be girls. I tryed my best to doughnhat question but that bitch always came back for it.

" its a yes or no question alex!" she shrieked. 

" yea it's true." I say with anger.  I look at her as she congratulated her self on succeeding on her plan to humiliate me. From the corner of my eye I see as my dad's face turned from angry to sad and back to angry.  This was exactly why I hated him.  He felt no companion over me all he felt was resentment. I left the room but  sheed not even a tear. I then called mel and told her what a bitch she was and how I never ever want to see her again but then again I knew that would never ever happen because even thow I dont want to see her I would be forced to because after all she is and will always be my cousin.