I never expected to fall for a guy ever. Expecially a guy i havent seen in like forever. Ashton..a simple 6 lettered name that raced though my mind everyday of the week and every week in this month. He was my addictiuon my weekness. Iv always fallen for boys before but with him its diffrent some how. Maybe it was the fact that we were friends before i realized i liked him and it makes things less weird. The problem is that i dont know if he likes me back.. He sends me mixed signals all the time. I dont know what to think anymore. The past weeks we,ve been texting 247. Hes the highlight of my day and night. Ashton helps me forget about my surroundings. When i see him i forget to breath, deep in my belly i feel as butterflies flitter.
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me: i love the song. Try to hard!!!! its like my addiction
him: why is that??
me: cuz its by 5sos (5 secounds of summer)
him: haha i can see why ;)
me: lol. hbu u have any songs?
Him: look up
All the time
By: keys n krates
I press the white middle button on my iPhone and press on the youtube icon. I type the song tittle on the long white box. After it lodes I press on it.
" iv got to get high all the time to keep you off my mind" The dub step music expoloted in my ears. In that moment my heartbeat skipped a beat. Then as it returned to me it went faster then a normal heart. Shocked I place my hand on my mouth as I come up with a breath taking conclusion.
why this song?
Why not one that has no love meaning. In my head I thought and thought, then it came to me.
was it detected to me??
My heart was not banging on the small of my chest as if it were begging to be released at once.
(phone beeps)
him: Idk the song just makes me feel some type of way
me: Same here....
him: There's these two other songs, but they're the opposite of All The Time
him: worst behaver by drake and goosebumps by Mac Miller
him: I play them when I'm hyped up
After I search them up and listen to them I go back back to our conversation.
me: There good although the first one sounds sad.
him: all the time??
me: Lol nvm none I looked up the wrong song for the second one :P
him: hahah
him: Lol i know how you feel about sad ones so here...
look up
the worst.
him: sorry alex......
me: why Ashton why!!!
I sercasticlly type.
him: I'm so sorry, but it's good feeling sad. You can't be happy all the time..
me: I mean maybe not u but I love being happy.
I lied, partly
him: Ik, your a Pisces.
He had searched up our signs to see if we were comparable and we were.
him: and you have dimples
I go to the add icon and send him a picture of my face and my dimples.
him: Oh gosh how cute
me: cute but is deadly in side!
him: lol ohhhhh!!
me: ha
me: And ur aquarium so ur emotions r all over the place so I help u be happy and not sad and depressed
him: Then help me...
♒️
Imma go to sleep now night
me: I did
him: .
me: ..
me: by being our friend. good night Ashton,
And with that I put my phone to charge and went to bed.
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the journal of life
Teen FictionIt all started with a dream journal Which later with out knowing became her life journal. Alex is like any other teenager....full of drama but what if all the dram is just to much for her to handle.
