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the thing i like about my phone is that it distracts me from my thoughts. i don't have to be alone with my dark lonely thoughts. the ones were you hold your head screaming. the ones were you'd wish you could stop thinking. wishing that you were an emotionless robot that had no feelings. feeling numb is the worst of your troubles, it merely gave you an outlet to cast yourself aside and do more of that horrible thinking. you hate that people think you're always on your phone because you don't want to do anything else. no, i'm just trying to escape a mind that can't be tamed. once your thoughts consume you, you start to fade and turn into a numb, scared person who could care less about anyones feelings not that yours mattered in the first place. people need to know that people have mental disorders. ones people lack knowledge in. so instead of telling me it's a phase that you'd try to help me. don't try to help me when i od on medication. when i turn up with new scars and bruises. then will you try to express pity and sympathy. i don't want you to try to show something you lack as a person. so just let me get back to my phone were i drown my thoughts out and more importantly you. you and your fake "love". i lack the social skills to talk to anyone that i don't know personally. i have something called anxiety. so would you mind not judging me?
