i'm offically a piece of shit.
i think i hurt you.
matter of fact i know i did.
i'm sorry.
i'm so very sorry.
i know i'm selfish.
i only did it so you would get hurt in the future.
somehow you still love me.
how?
how do you stay here with me even though you're hurting?
i love you so much.
i don't deserve an angel like you.
i want to end it all.
but without me you said you wouldn't survive.
why am i that important to you?
i'm not special at all.
i hurt you and you still care about me.
why?
i never wanted to hurt you.
god i'm stupid.
you always said i was but you loved me anyway.
ha i loved being on the phone with you.
of course you made a big fuss out of it
but it was always whatever.
i never got a chance to see you smile.
even though i broke your heart i'm somehow brokenhearted as well.
i lost someone i loved.
forever.