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I still remember the days and moments you are just a little girl, as if those were yesterday. You knew nothing about the danger in the world.
Your world was all pink and cheerful. Existing out of candy, dolls and those stuffed animals you carried all the time. And those blissful days when me mother took me to the local candy shop. Where she bought me these incredibly sweet lollipops.
My world existed out of rainbows and sunshines. Even though my father was already gone, I never missed him in a way I felt sad. I did not need him. My mother was there for me and she made me the happiest little girl alive.
But all that joy started dissapearing when grew older. It wasn't all that fun anymore. I started to understand what life was like, how sad and full of anger most people were. It effected me deeply and it still does.
But now, everything colorful has completely vanished. No candy shop, no safe heaven and no dear mother. Instead of those things there is a black car and a practically unknown man.
I find myself locked up in a car, completely alone with my thoughts. We have been driving for four hours and it was now in the middle of the night. Harry left the car and I was still waiting for him to be back. My head is spinning and I feel sick.
And these moments when things are going downhill so incresibly fast, I try to stay positive with remembering all those events from my past. How much I actually appreciate my mother and it made me slightly happier thinking about her.
But I felt an incredibly heavy weight pulling me under water and prevented me from inhaling clean air. The question if I will ever see her again, makes my heart skip a beat.
I knew I had to escape, one way or another I had to try. I had to get out of here and try to escape him and his demons. Harry is crazy and seeing the way his eyes turned so dark -- they were almost black, I knew something is wrong with him. He dropped all the hints himself after all.
Before I even really had the chance to work out a plan, my thoughts were interrupted. One of the doors was being pulled open and I was met with Harry his curls. He sat himself down behind the wheel and looked back at me, still sitting frozen in the back of the car. My eyes met his and he showed my his teeth while smiling.
"Come on, lovely, join me here in the front. Let me see the light of the moon shining on your delicate skin.
Make me crave." He rasped out, patting the seat next to him and after that I saw his eyes scanning my exposed skin.
I shook my head and hugged myself,
speaking up, "You almost made me sit there," I pointed towards the seat in the front, "almost, but you totally ruined it with your nonsense. So, no. Have fun there, I am perfectly fine in the back." I threw a fake smile at his direction.
"Oh, and stopping calling me those awful things, my mother gave me a name. So use it." I was tired off all things he did and I knew I had no influence at all, but he must know I was not going to be easy.
"You've got quite an attitude, haven't you? Be careful with it." He glanced at me and turned around, starting the car. The thing roared to life and I let out a silent cry. The car drove us to our destination, wherever that may be.
I laid myself down and let out a deep breath. Looking at the ceiling of the car and hearing Harry humming to the song playing silently through the car, I closed my eyes.
