dear milo and zach
i'm sorry. i'm sorry i wasn't there. if you were here right now, i would hug and kiss you guys forever. i miss you so much, you guys were the reasons i was alive. now it's just to watch the lost boys over and over again. thank you, milo, for taking care of us as if you were our father. and thank you, zach, for making me see the world differently, through innocent eyes, through a pure soul.
dear bill and richie
i'm sorry to you two, too. i'm such a bitch. i shouldn't have yelled at you like that, bill. and i shouldn't have been so rude about about the kiss, richie. i like you guys a lot, like a lot, a lot. i should have been nice to you. you guys gave me so much, and i returned so little back.
dear the losers
you guys are the best. you guys are the one place i actually felt physically able to be myself. now that i haven't spoken to you guys in longer than it should have been, i've lost that sense of security. i love all of you equally, and would give anything to have the confidence to speak to you again. i know i'm a bitch, by the way.
dear mama and dad
i love you guys, even if you don't love me back. you gave birth to me, even if i was a mistake. i forgive for all the times you've hit me or scarred me. for all the times i was thrown into the closet. for all the times i was called useless. i understand why now. i'm a jerk, i'm stupid, and i'm unworthy.
dear clown
fuck you.
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drown ★ it 2017 (completed)
Fanfic"daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more." ··· in which heather o'donnell is new to the school and town of derry, maine.. she is soon to be recognized as a loser because of her condition, heterochromia, which makes your eyes different colors. heath...
