Did You Miss Me?

Plans & Icecream

*RILEY'S P.O.V.*

Hehe, I came up with a brilliant plan. Right now, I am in Corinne's room meeting up with all the girls to discuss my plan. I have told them all how its gunna go down, and we or I should say they were 'modifying it to perfection'.

"Step one; Makeover!" Corinne said.

"Wait what is wrong with what I wear?" I asked.

"Hun, you look like a walking beanbag." Sam says.

"Alrighty then." I said feeling slightly insulted.

"Step two; Jealousy." Cat said. I'm not really a big fan of the whole "jealousy" thing. But all the girls said it was necessary.

"Step three; Playing hard to get." Corinne said. Playing hard to get is overall my favorite part of this process.

Nate needs to learn that he cant just play with my emotions like that. I know he was drunk and all but drunk actions are sober thoughts. I would forgive him but this isn't the first time something like this has happened. And I just don't want to deal with it anymore.

"Kay, so lets put this plan into action. First step SHOPPING!" Cat said.

*AT THE MALL*

My legs hurt! We've been through Forever 21, Journey's, Hollister, Abercrombie, Charlotte Russe, Rue 21, Claires, and Hot Topic.

On average I think I bought at least 20 pairs of shorts, 15 pairs of multicolored jeans, 10 sweatshirts, 15 crop tops, 10 t-shirts, 12 new pairs of shoes. Oh and 2 new leather jackets.

"I wanna go hoommmee!" I whined.

"Fine." Cat mumbled.

We were walking back to the car when I hit someone. I ended up making them spill their drink... Oops?

"I am so sorry! I didn't see you. Sorry!" I said feeling really guilty.

"Its okay Riley." I heard a way too familiar voice say.

I looked up and saw nun other than Nate standing right in front of me. Oh, I would slap him so hard right now, but my hand is too good for his face.

'Nigga get the fuck outta my face' I thought. But "excuse me" was all I said.

"Riley-" he began.

"Goodbye Nate." I said and walked away to the car. Ugh, I love him. But I hate him so much more.

*2 HOURS LATER*

Ceiling. Floor. Walls. Dresser. Desk, is the pattern in which I have been staring. I am laying on my back staring and thinking.

I hate when I do things like this. Thinking. Because I like to overthink. And when I overthink it doesn't turn out good.

*Knock* "Can I come in." I heard Edward. But I heard 2 more pairs of shuffling feet behind him.

"Hold on.." I said. I've known these guys all my life so I don't really have to cover up but Im feeling kinda exposed in my panties and bra. So I get up and put on some purple exercise shorts and a black t-shirt, and I just leave my hair the way it is.. Down and tangled.

I go up to the door and open it so all the boys can fit into the room. I walked over to my dresser and decided to brush my hair. I grabbed the brush and walked over to my bed and sat down indian style.

"Whats up?" I said and began brushing. So tangly, and so long. This is gunna take a while.

I saw Owen nudge Edward and they all sat on the bed.

"Ikindasortatoldthemaboutyourcuttingproblem." Edward said.

"What was that? I didn't hear you." I said.

"I kinda sorta told them about your cutting problem." He said very slowly.

Really guy. You couldn't have kept this one secret. Gosh, I cant tell you anything. Just shut up. My goodness. Maybe I should stitch your mouth up. Dumb chicken nugget.

"Okay.. And?" I said skeptically.

"We want you to stop." Owen said.

"Okay." I say.

"No we mean it. Like you have to stop this or something back could happen." Justin says.

"Okay I promise. But I have a question." I said.

"Whats your question?" Edward asked.

"Why did Jacob say all those things to me? And why has he been being so.. distant from me? Did I do something wrong?" I asked.

"Well.. Jacob is having some problems, and he hasn't really been being himself lately." Edward said.

"Oh.." Was all I managed to say.

"Okay so now that thats cleared up, lets talk about stuff!" Justin suggested.

We all agreed. Eventually we got onto the topic of my room.

"Well, um.. I just.. Well, I don't really know why I made my room like this, it just came to me." Man I hate stuttering.

"So what are you planning on doing all week, Riley?" Edward asked.

"Well, I got this new book and I wanted to read it. And I have some homework that needs to get done. I wanted to clean my room. And go to the gym. OH and laundry. Definitely gotta do that." I said excitedly.

All the boys just stared at me like I was crazy and had 5 heads.

"Once a nerd, always a nerd." I heard Owen say.

"Well sorry, I don't have a boyfriend to keep me preoccupied right now." I said getting up and going into my bathroom. I looked in the mirror and continued to brush my hair. I began to get angry with myself so I started pacing and doing things. I walked in Justin's direction and put my hair up into a messy bun.

Then, I walked in the direction of the bathroom and took my shirt off. Once again, I am not afraid to take my shirt off in front of boys I've known my entire life. I put on a new shirt and picked up my pajama shirt while pacing in the direction of Edward.

Then as I was walking back to my dresser I took my shorts off and walked over and put on my pajama pants.

I then walked back to my bed and sat down.

"We all know your mad. Because when your mad you pace. And you just paced across the entire room, fixed your hair, and changed your outfit." Edward sighed.

"Im sorry.. Im just still a little upset. And being made fun of for being a nerd is not helping." I said taking out my contacts and putting on my big round coke bottle glasses. I prefer wearing my glasses to read and I usually read before I go to bed.

"Well, we'll just have to forget about Nate. Unless your willing to forgive and forget." Justin said.

"I might be able to forgive but I will never forget." I said.

Then Edward started laughing.

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing. You just look so different." He said.

"Do I look ugly?" I whimpered.

"Aww, no I didn't mean it like that." He said.

"Yeah you did." I said and left the room. Ugh where to go. I'll go to the kitchen!

I walked into the kitchen and got a pint of cookie dough Ben and Jerry's ice-cream.

Then I went into the living-room to mope and watch romantic movies about the life I will never have..

*AUTHORS NOTE*

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