Loving Jax |COMPLETED| *currently Editing*

Chapter II

I sat on my bed with a box of pizza next to me watching rick and morty. My long blonde hair was tied up in a bun as I tried to forget about Jax's antics today. He was always so fussy when it came to me. I just wish it meant something. He has always been so good to me. He taught me how to ride a bike , since my dad was always so busy of course. He's the one who helped me in my math classes. He picked me up when I would fall. He wiped away my tears. He was the perfect man but he was so far from my reach.
Sighing , I get up to throw away the box and hear the ping sound from my phone notifying me of a text message.
- are you still mad?🙄
Of course it was Jax. The only other person I talked to was Isabel. I had no friends , mostly because Jax usually threatened anyone who came even five feet from me. I roll my eyes ignoring the text message. Hell yes I'm still mad. He always over reacts. Always! Deciding I need to relax I go to the cabinet grabbing a secret jar I had stashed and rolled me a joint. I lit it and the familiar aroma wafted into my nose. I sighed as my body began to feel relaxed and I became sleepy. I went to the room to finish my episode , putting the joint out in the ashtray next to my bed.
A loud pounding sound came from the front door as I was startled awake. I groan. It's Jax. I can tell as he always knocks relentlessly when he is angry. Getting up I open the door and as he steps in he freezes. He turns to me , eyes blazing and sniffs the air.
" Elizabeth Renee Williams" he's oh so angry at me and I can't help but cower away.
" y-yes j?" I stutter out.
" you tell me right now I'm not smelling what I think it is I'm smelling!" He demands.
" I can't" my voice is small and I'm surprised he heard me.
" why is that?" He says sarcastically.
" I don't like lying to you" I breathe out. He stalks to my bedroom finding the evidence and he picks it up.
" are you fucking serious Ellie? Pot!? What has gotten into you! Talking back so defiantly , doing drugs! I think my Ellie needs to be taught a lesson" he growls out.
" I'm sorry j it won't happen again!" I rush the words from my mouth but it's too late. He pulls me to my room as he bends me over his knee , pulling my sweats right below my ass. With nothing on my ass but the thin line from a g string I'm completely exposed to him. I hear his breathing come out in almost a groan.
" why am I spanking you ellie" he breaths out.
" b-because I was smoking pot j" I bite my lip as this is really turning me on. He's never done this before but I don't want him to stop. I like being exposed to him. It excites me. I feel a sting across my ass cheek as I whimper from it. I feel myself become aroused instantly. Fuck.
" why else am I spanking you my Ellie?" He growls out as he rubs my ass cheek soothing the sting.
" because I yelled at you"
" good enough" He swats me again , but this time as he soothingly rubs the sting away he doesn't ask for a reason. He swats my ass as I feel it jiggle and I feel something hard press into my stomach.
" good girl" he murmurs. Pulling my pants up he lays next to me giving me no explanation to what the hell just happened. As he wraps his arm around my waist scooting me closer into his chest i take a large whiff of him. He always smelled so delicious.
" I missed you today El. You make me so frustrated sometimes" he whines cutely and I giggle.
" if you'd listen to me instead of being the hot head you are we might actually get somewhere" I roll my eyes at him.
" listen to you for what? So you can tell me about the guys who want to fuck you? Huh?" He challenges. I look up to him angrily.
" they want to be my friend Jax. Say it with me F-R-I-E-N-D." I cock an attitude. He lifts an eyebrow up at me.
" lose it before I spank you little Ellie! I won't tolerate this attitude anymore" he snarls.
" I think you better leave if this is they way you're going to act" I get up expecting him to follow so I can show him the door.
" I'm not leaving" he grumbles at me trying to calm himself down.
" then stop it with the nonsense" I go and lay back down on the soft bed. He is sprawled out like usual as he sulks.
" elizabeeeeeth" he drags my name out as he whines.
" what Jax?" I look at him and he has the puppy dogs eyes on. He knows I can't say no to him ever when he uses that. He's such an asshole.
" whatever you want it's a no from me" I say simply as I ignore him pouting yet again as I turn to watch more of rick and morty.
" I'm sorry I'm an asshole" he tells me and he scoots up closer to me , holding me there in his embrace. " but I refuse to change el. I am how I am for a reason and I know you don't understand why but I'm just trying to protect you. Will you let me protect you ellie?" He nuzzles my neck comfortingly as I begin to relax in his hold.
" not if you're going to be a crazed ass hat" I declare. Not that he hasn't been for the last fourteen years me. He sighs.
" I'm going to anyway" he challenged me to say something but I'm tired and don't feel like arguing.
" whatever you say J" I roll my eyes as I cuddle into his warm chest a little more. His arm circles me and I feel safe. As I drift asleep I can't help but wonder how he never knew just how much I loved him.