Loving Jax |COMPLETED| *currently Editing*

Chapter IX

Thanks for reading ❤ I'm not sure what month it is in my book so I'm going to just come up with something guys sorry if this confuses you!

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JULY ( one month later)
    Each moment that passes without Jax is awful. It's only been a month. He calls me whenever he can but I still haven't been to see him. It will only make things harder and I won't want to leave. He tells me he has made friends in there , whether they are good friend or bad I have no clue. He said he saw someone get stabbed yesterday. In total there's been seven fights. School is a drag and I've picked up some extra work here and there. Isabel and Jared are spending almost every waking second together. It's quite disgusting the way they throw themselves on one another.

OCTOBER ( four months later)

          I still haven't been to see Jax. I don't know what's wrong with me. Of course I miss him but I don't want to see him cuffed like a criminal when it was all my fault. He tries to call me once a week. It's all I have to look forward to anymore.
*phone call*
J: Elizabeth why haven't you come to see me?
E: I just.. I don't know Jax
J: is it someone else Elizabeth? You fucking tell me! I'll kill him. I swear I will!
E: Jax there is no one else. I promise. I'll come see you soon okay?
J: I miss you like crazy Baby. Please come soon , I just wanna feel you next to me again
E: I promise.
J: i got to go. Love you ellie bug
E: love you too Jax

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Each day drags on slowly , but today is the day I am going to see Jax. I straighten my hair and wrap the cute fluffy scarf around my neck as I get ready to leave. I pick my keys up and I'm not sure if they are rattling being of the movement or me shaking nervously. Jax sometimes has compared me to a chihuahua when I get nervous.
      Pulling away from the dorms I turn the music up trying to drown out the anxiousness of finally seeing Jax. It's a short ride to the jail , only about thirty minutes. I get stopped at almost every red light there is , thanks to my awful luck. When I see him I'm not sure what I'll do. What if I feel totally different towards him? What if he is a totally different person? What if he doesn't feel the same about ME anymore. My heart begins to pound in my chest aggressively. I turn the air on blast fighter the sweat beginning to bead up from my anxiousness.
     As I pull up to the center it's a big , dull and lifeless looking building. Small windows are aligned across the bricks and where the fences are there's barbed wire. I noted my lip making my way into the building as I hear several knocks on multiple windows. Men catcalling. It was ridiculous. The woman at the window was polite as I walked up to her.
  " hey darling , how Can I help ya?"
" I'm here to see Jax daughtry" I cleared my throat so she could hear me better.
" okay fill out this paper work for me quickly and we will go get him , when you are done go through there to the visiting room" she rolls back in her chair going to inform the guards of Jax's visitor. As I fill the useless paper work out it asks relation to the inmate. Girlfriend or just friend? I decide to put girlfriend. Making my way into the room I sit down , hands clasped together and stared at the door Jax would be coming through. My legs was ninety to nothing tapping on the floor loudly. As soon as I heard the metal door squeak opening I spot Jax , rugged and handsome as ever.
     A sharp breath pulled into my body as I gasped quietly. Getting up I run to him embracing his warm body next to mine. I feel myself begin to shake with uncontrollable sadness as he nuzzles his head into my neck breathing my perfume in deeply. It takes about five minutes before I pull away and he doesn't seem to mind. We make our way to the seats before anything is said.
  " you look beautiful baby" he smiles at me. The cuffs on his hands make me angry. They shouldn't be there. They should be on me. It's all my fault.
" Jax I'm so-." He cuts me off with a silencing look.
" enough with that. How are you? You look brittle. Why aren't you taking care of yourself?" He says in a dark tone.
" I'm sorry j , I just.. I need you with me. It's so hard without you. I can't concentrate on anything anymore , I can barely sleep and I can't eat. I have no appetite without you around." I sigh , looking at his beautiful features over and over again as I run my thumbs over his strong masculine hands. He leans forward pressing his lips against my forehead and I smile. My Jax.
" you gotta take care of yourself Elizabeth" he kisses my cheek next. " if you don't look even the slightest bit healthy when I'm out I'm going to punish you" he all but purrs. I bite my lip looking up at him thinking of all the naughty things he could do to me. The ways he could touch my body and I would so willing just surrender myself to him.
" yes sir" I say quietly.
" how is Jared?" He asks.
" he seems fine , him and Isabel are basically up each other's ass and around the corner" I snort and he grins.
" I knew it would happen sooner or later" he shakes his head amused.
" Jax how are you in here?" My tone switched to one of worry.
" hey , don't worry about me babygirl. I'm fine I swear. Besides I don't have much longer and then I can come home to you" he lifts his hands caressing my cheeks as the cold metal restricted him in very annoying ways.
" promise you'll come home to me?" I look up at him and he leans his forehead against mine.
" I promise ellie bug. We can start brand new. No Samantha. No one ever getting in the way of us again baby I promise" he kisses my lips softly. Good god how I missed that. I kiss him passionately and feel tears slide down my cheeks. I know it's only been half a year almost but fuck do I miss him. He's my life. I wish I seen it before. I wish things could have been different , but we are so fucking close to being happy and with each other again. I'll never let anyone tear us apart ever again , no matter what. That's a promise and a threat.