Loving Jax |COMPLETED| *currently Editing*

Chapter XIII

"Jax!?" My voice gasps in shock. I hold onto the door to keep me steady as I look into the eyes of the most magnificent man I've ever seen. My Jax. He smiles a toothy grin at me and gets up quickly bringing me into a tight gripped hug. His nuzzles his nose along my skin , smiling.

" I missed you so much baby girl." He still hasn't let me go yet.
" J , where were you today? I tried to come get you but you left and I looked for you" I scrunch my face at him in confusion.
" I wanted to surprise you love , I'm sorry if I upset you" he kisses my forehead down to my cheek.
" I'm just glad you are here" I stand in my top toes and wrap my arms around his shoulders. He chuckles at my shortness and pushes me back onto the bed. My breathing picks up as I realize now what's happening. Me being the awkward virgin I am I freeze.
" hey , it's okay baby just let it come to you" he pushes my hair to the side , exposing my neck as he gently and softly kisses and sucks. It tickled my skin sending waves of pleasure down my body.
" Jax?" I let out a breathy moan.
" what baby?" He asks as he begins to trail his kisses lower to my breasts. I shake my head to say nothing and for him to keep going. He pulls my shirt over my head and kneads my breasts between his large hands.

" fuck" I wantonly say. Bucking up at him in pleasure he leans his mouth ontop of my nipple and make a circle with his tongue and faintly sucks and bites the hardness it has become. He moves down my belly making small kisses and trailing his hands along my skin. At this point he can do whatever to me. I just want him. all of him.

He pulls my shorts off agonizingly slow. I bite my lip as I watch him. Once those are off he begins to kiss his way up into the inner parts of my thighs. I shiver and he grins at me in smugness. He knows what he does to me. To my body. Opening my legs with his hands even more I'm fully exposed to him , well almost. The layer of panties is acting as a barrier , a very annoying one might I add. He kisses my core softly as I take deep breaths tried to control the pleasure he is sending through my body.

Slipping my panties off he licks a long strip going up on my kitty. I grab his head as he focuses on my button and he grips my thighs holding them open and props my ass up for easier access. I'm moaning and mewling at this point. He reaches up and tweaks my nipples and his skilled tongue moves along my kitty.

" baby , please" I'm not sure what I'm begging for. For him to fuck me senseless , for him to make my cum with his mouth. For him period! He soon makes a fast flicking motion with his tongue and sticks a finger into me , pumping in and out as his tongue is going and it's a perfect rhythm. As I feel a tingling pleasure build in my body it explodes and I convulse in pleasure as my hands grip his hair. He comes up , wiping his mouth and grins.

Unzipping his pants , I can tell he is slightly above average. Nothing to be ashamed of in that department. He runs the tip along my slick folds and taps my button with it a couple times. As he enters me and stretches me out I writhe in pain. It's too much for me. I'm going to die.

Jax reaches down playing with my button to relieve some of the pain and I begin to groan in both pain as pleasure. He sits still once he's all the way in. Letting me get used to his size I nod my head at him for him to move. He moves slowly at first and builds speed. Soon enough he is kissing my neck and right below my ear.
" my beautiful Ellie" he groans " this kitty is mine isn't it baby? Fuck that kitty is so tight on daddy" he grunts as he goes harder.
" it's all yours daddy. Fuck my kitty harder j , please!" I beg him. My hands are gripping his shoulder in pleasure as he pulls out quickly and releases his juices along my breasts.

Jax looks down at me pridefully. He takes his shirt and wipes me down making sure to get all of it. He is breathing heavily and pulls me towards him smashing my lips against his. The kiss is one filled with love and admiration. One with adoration and dominance. He holds me to his chest , soothing my hair.

" do you feel okay?" His chest vibrates as he talks.
" I'm.. I'm.. more than okay Jax. I'm exquisite" I say trying to think of the words.
" I can make you feel like this all of the time" he kisses the hollow spot in my neck. I grin.
" I can't wait" I caress his stubbly cheek , running my fingers across it softly.
" Elizabeth there's something I have to tell you. Maybe I should've told you before all of this happened." He sits up and holds my hand in his.
" what is it?" What do I not know? Did I miss something?
" a while Ago , years , I got involved with your father. I won't go into much detail but I joined the mafia. There's no way out.. except for one. I know this will probably change your outlook on us; and your views on me" he takes a deep breathe. My heart flutters as he says those words. I already know. Oh Jax , he thinks I'm going to leave him. Silly boy, I've made so many mistakes. But losing him will never be one. I won't make that mistake ever again.
" I love you. No matter what. I already knew J , and i still love you and want to be with you. I'd give my life for you. To be with you" I look at him in the eyes so he knows I'm telling the truth.
" Elizabeth , will you please officially be mine?" He holds my cheeks with his hands. He searches for any doubt.
" of course Jax. I'll be yours for as long as you want me" I hug him tightly and he laughs silently.
" you're talking about forever" he reminds me. I smile and grip him even tighter at his cheesiness. Jax is home.