Loving Jax |COMPLETED| *currently Editing*

XVIII

Third person:

They sat in the room with Grief , tears rolling down their face. As Jax tried to hold it together , he breaks down into sobs. Jared comforts him silently unable to move. Isabel talks to the doctor as he relays some important news.

Elizabeth had died about an hour ago. The monitor that once held her heartbeat , had been no more. Nothing but the eerie sound of of the straight line moving across the screen. Jax , unable to believe it broke out into hysterics. Slamming his fist into every wall near him.

Elizabeth Renee Williams , pronounced dead at 7:45 pm. It was enough to send everyone into a panic. Jared held Jax and Isabel in his arms , trying to control his sobs as well. Their parents unaware of the news of their once brave and courageous daughter was no more. Oh how they would grieve.

Isabel's pov:

" dead? She can't be dead" I said in disbelief. Shock was taking over my body. My knees buckled beneath me. The doctor looked at me with sorrow filled eyes.
" I'm sorry. We done all we could" he lays a hand on my shoulder , gently.
" YOU FUCKING LIAR!" Jax screamed with rage. I jump at his outbursts. His fists slammed into the walls. Tears streamed down his face , grief stricken and unbelieving.
" sir , calm down please. I know this is awfully hard" the elderly man says.

Jared wipes his tears trying to be strong as he encloses Jax in his grip.
" hey. Hey. Fucking look at me Jax. It's okay to cry. It's okay man" he says with more tears escaping down his cheeks. Jax looks at him , unable to process his thoughts. He bursts into tears , as did I. I couldn't believe it. My sister.

As Jared held us both in his arms we wept for my sister. The doctor left the room to give us privacy.

Elizabeth:

The darkness is consuming me. I can see the light. It isn't painful anymore. But where has Jax gone? As I enter the light I feel weightless. Like nothing could touch me. Oddly enough I look down to see Jax and my sister along with Jared all crying. Why are they sad? The. I realize. I'm dead. The doctors roll me out and cover me with a sheet. No. I'm not done living!

" Elizabeth dear , it is not your time baby" I hear a voice call to me.
" g-gran?" I look around as she appeared infront of my eyes.
" oh darling. It isn't your time just yet. But to get back into your flesh you must first complete one quest" she says in a mysterious voice.
" please I want to go back to Jax gran. Isabel needs me too" I say helplessly.

Gran smiles at me and pulls me in for a hug. She even smelled the exact same as she used to.
" it's a favor I must ask. I cannot go into the world of flesh , as I am already living in the kingdom" she gestures up high.
" anything" I say.
" I need you to go to your moms place. Find the box of my things and place it on her bed. You must draw energy from something to do so. Once this is done , you shall be able to go back with your beloved Jax" she smiles at me.
" yes ma'am" and with that I was gone.

Pulling energy was harder than I thought. Mostly because I had no clue what I was doing. Every time I tried to pull the box out , my hands slipped straight through. I was sick of it. I focused as much as I could and when the light flickered I knew that it was working.

Pulling the box and setting it on the bed I knew my work was done. I was sucked back to the light where I met gran and she was smiling at me.
" well done dear. But that was the easy part. Now you must go. Back to the flesh world. That's where it is most difficult to be. I am so proud of you. Thank you for my favor. Never forget I'm always watching over you"

With one last hug and a kiss on the cheek we said our goodbyes , but knew one day we'd meet again.

In the final moments of my soul merging with my body I seen my life flash before my eyes. All of my memories were fresh and new , as if yesterday I was only five years old. My eyes shot open as I gasped for breath. My back arched off the table. The wound that had been sewn shut was now slightly bleeding again.

" help" I called hoarsely. I looked around the bright room. I was in the room with dead bodies. I can't lie , I'm frightened. Trying to get up I realize I haven't regained any of my strength back. Falling to the floor I look up helplessly at the door. I inch my way to it , scooting along the slick tile.

Reaching as far as I can , I open it. As soon as I'm in the hall I crawl to the elevator. At this point my a couple stitches are torn. Getting in the elevator I press the ground floor. When it dings open I call for hell once more.
" help. Please help" I beg.

Luckily someone heard me. Rushing to me , they pull me up and in to a wheel chair.
" Elizabeth Williams?" The nurse stared at me in shock.
" that's me" I smile weakly.
" but you're dead" she says in disbelief.
" I was." I agree. She looks at me , clearly shook.
" I-I-I" she turns around , running to the counter.
" doctor farmer to ground level please. It's an emergency" she calls amongst the intercom.
He comes rushing in and as soon as he looks at me he stops in his tracks. Staring at me he looks dumbfounded.
" Eliza-Beth" he stutters.
" yeah we've been through this. Yes I was dead okay. Can we please fix my stitches I'm bleeding to death here. Again." I say amused at this point. I'm still feeling sluggish and weak.
" of course"

The whole time he didn't know what to say. He was quite speechless. What can you say to someone who had been dead over an hour and miraculously comes back to life? Nothing.
I go to the phone , dialing Jax's number.
" Jax speaking. Don't call again" he hangs up on me. His voice was wavering as he talked.
Once again I dialed his number. It rang twice before he picked up.
" I said don't fucking call. You couldn't save her. You let her DIE" he growled.
" Jax" my voice was soft.
" great. Now I'm hearing her voice" he mutters to himself darkly.
" Jax it's me. I'm alive" I insist.
" that's a cruel fucking joke you sick fuck" he spits out. I roll my eyes. So dramatic.
" cuss at me again and I'm kicking you in the balls jax daughtry. I am alive do you hear me? Now get to the hospital so I can kiss you" I hang up.

Laying in bed it felt like I waited an eternity. The door busts open as Jax looks like he had run twenty miles. Isabel , Jared and my parents following him. He comes up to me , holding my face between his hands. He searches me carefully. Not missing a detail.
" it's you. It's you. It's you." He chants to himself.
" it's me" I nod.
" I don't know how this happened but I swear to god I'll never let anything ever happen to you again. You'll never be in harms way. If I would've shot fast enough." He shakes his head. " I won't even hesitate. One sniff of danger and I shoot my shot. I won't lose you again" tears slip down his face as he touches his lips to mine.
" I fucking love you Elizabeth Renee" he whispers. " I don't have a ring , and the setting isn't ideal but I just spent hours thinking my soulmate was dead. I refuse to be without you. Will you please be my wife?" He was on one knee at this point , holding my hand gingerly.

My sister , Jared and my parents stared at me with awe , gratitude and love. Waiting for my answer , I was finally the one to cry. As I said yes Jax's eyes lit up with happiness. He holds me In his arms as everyone talks to me , asking what it was like.

Everyone was gone now but would be back early in the morning. Jax and I stayed up , talking.
" tell me ellie bear" he insists.
" it was painless. I could see all of you. You probably won't believe me but it truly was the most amazing weightless and happy feeling." I say as I stroke his hand.
" why did you come back? How?"
" it wasn't my time. I knew it was meant to live a full life with you Jax. I couldn't leave you. We are meant to be together. It's written in the stars" I smile at him. A true genuine smile.
" I'll love you forever"
" and I'll love you always" I say kissing his cheek.

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