Tatiana is the new girl to school, everyone who is new gets on well right?? Or will it be different to Tatiana. The twins (Grayson and Ethan) are the popular boys in Marymount high school Los Angeles. Obviously they get all the girls, but will they...
I walk towards the exit.. I'm never coming back to this school again.. I've never thought he would do that. But he did, and he knows it hurt me. It hurt me really bad.. who does that? Especially when they don't know the reason. Did he think I done it out of jealousy?? I don't know.. but honestly I hated that he done that.
I walk home and drop onto my bed heartbroken, sobbing into my pillow to the point my body starts to ache
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Hours later
My dads actually home early.. I get up and i get changed into something comfortable. I walk downstairs humming to myself. Time for the question.. where is god when you need him.. I walk into the kitchen and sit myself down on the counter and I look at my dad.. here goes nothing.. "Dad?" I say a little nervously. "Yes sweetheart?" He says with his loving tone. Gosh I love that tone I always know he is happy then. "I was wondering.. if it's possible for me to change school?" I say as I cross my fingers behind my back. "No sweetheart you can't and crossing your fingers won't help" He scowls at me from across the other side of the room. I look at him confused on how he knew. I guess he just knows me. I jump down from the counter "why Dad don't you want me to have good grades? I won't if I'm not in a good school which I'm not!" I say trying to convince him. "No sweetheart I'm sorry, you are in a perfectly fine school darling and you know that, now what do you want to eat?" He says as convincingly as he can. He's so stubborn honestly but maybe he's right.. I don't know but right now all I want is pizza and sleep. "Pizza will be fine Dad" I say with a sigh as I walk into the living room and I sit down as I cover myself with the blanket. "So how was school, have you made any friends yet?" Oh crap.. "oh um.. yeah school was.... fun?" Liar "and I've made a ton of friends" lie again, honestly at this rate I'll have so many sores I'll be know for TatiSoreMouth by next month honestly.
Hours later (bed time)
I drag myself to bed. As slow as possible. I don't want to face that school again but I have to, Oh well.. I'll try and sleep on it. I climb in as I turn the lamp off, closing my eyes. I fade into a deep peaceful sleep.
The next day
I wake up, stretching as I lean up. Grabbing my phone I check my messages. Heartbroken.. how.. how did they find my phone number? Those messages.. they are horrible.. hurtful.. she's lied about what's happened to make me look bad.. I throw my phone onto my bed side table as I feel that same lump build up into my throat like how it did when I seen Grayson. But not the good kind.. I can't go into school after this.. I don't know what else she has said.
Skips bathroom.
I drive myself to the close by park where I used to hang out with my dad at when my Mum and Dad was still together. I close my eyes and take a huge deep breath hoping all the bad memories would leave my mind. But they never.. instead they kept coming back. I walk around finding myself head towards an abandoned train track. I remember that I used to come down here with my Mum, we used to balance on the side of the train track to see who got further
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Obviously she did, she had better balance then me, she used to do gymnastics and aerobics, whereas I don't. So obviously she won. I close my eyes and I start to remember everything. I walk down the side of the train track, balancing myself on it. This must be how she done it. By clearing her mind and everything. I never done that. I used to always want to run around and be hyper, she was always so silent unlike me. I get it now I honestly do.
Back at home
Today was really nice.. I got my mind off of.. you know what and I was able to clear my mind of other stuff too. That place means a lot really. I can't believe I wasn't over in LA before. I love it here apart from the school obviously. Everything around here is so beautiful really. Right at that second, I thought to myself. Another way to get my mind off everything is modelling. I grab my laptop and I start applying for modelling jobs, I spend over 3 hours signing up for jobs with no stop, who knew how difficult it is to find people that do teenage modelling the way I want to do it, I thought of lights and so on. Is this the time my life will change for the better?
