Why Dont We Preferences and Imagines

Words I Didn't Say//Jonah

J- Hey, can we talk?

I received that message from my ex boyfriend Jonah Marais. We broke up because I felt as I had to ask him to pay attention to me way to often. I decided to take a stand and instead of being ignored all the time, I talked to him and it ended up a massive argument.

We broke up around 3 weeks ago but it still hurt me. I wasn't sure if I ever wanted to talk to him, but to be fair, he let me have my space and didn't try to contact me so I owe him something. I decided to let him talk.

Y- Sure

J- Can I call?

Y- Sure

I heard my phone vibrate, indicating he took no time in calling me. I looked down at the number flashing on my phone. I pressed the answer button and I heard a broken voice.

"Hey," He said quietly.

"Hey," I whispered back, even quieter than he spoke.

"I just wanted to say I am so sorry that I showed you no attention and I pushed you away so much. I was so afraid of something going wrong that I caused our relationship to go wrong. I am so sorry I put you through everything I put you through.  I have laid in my bed just thinking about everything. I thought about all the dates we planned that I blowed off, making you wait for a promise to go through. The worst part is I didn't realise any of this until you left me," Jonah ranted on, not letting me speak. As soon as he paused I decided to speak.

"Jonah, I loved you so much and it killed me to watch you push me away while I tried to fix it. I didn't know what to do!" I exclaimed, tears welling in my eyes.

"I understand why you left, I didn't say I didn't. I just want to say everything is different now. I let you think so I can talk to you about this when our minds were clear. I think I wasn't ready for such an amazing girlfriend but now I am. I promise you the world and everything between. I will give you everything I have and I will give you my heart again for you to crush if it doesn't go well!" He tried to plead with me, trying to make me take him back.

"Jonah. I don't know. I laid in bed for a week when we broke up," I said before getting interrupted.

"And I promise to fix everything. I gave you 75% of my heart and 5% of my attention but I now realised what went wrong. Do you think we could try again? Please say you think we can. I cannot live without you! You have taken over my brain and everything I see. Please forgive me! I don't want to walk this Earth alone anymore or with anyone that isn't you." By this time I was crying. I could hear him sniffling as well. I soon heard a knock on my door.

"Wait one second," I spoke to him. I walked to the front door and opened it to see a massive bouquet of flowers. I bent down to look at them and smell them. As I was looking at them, I saw shoes right near them. I looked up at the face staring down at me. I cried harder as they opened their arms ready to embrace me. I stood up and buried my face into their chest. I felt them start to cry with me. I pulled my head away to look him straight in the eye. He started to open his mouth and a shaky breath escaped his mouth before he spoke words I was waiting for.

"Do you forgive me?"