mistake at 11:11 、 bts

eleven - namtaekook

–eleven; fix

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that day i walked home in the rain

yeah it started raining and i felt like shit

she was right

they were friends. but friends dont stick together forever.

i remember going home with tears in my eyes because of her words.

it made me remember the past.

and i hated it.

i hated it a lot.

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monday, 25th of september—
09:35 am–

"wHERE HAVE YOU BEEN GIRL?" saehyun asks me and i shrug, "meh, i've been catching up with some bad shit" i say while sniffling, "a lot has happened in 5 days" i laugh but then started coughing,

saehyun sighed and handed me a glass of water, "here"

"thanks" i thank her and started drinking it,

"so this is why you haven't talked to me in more than 5 days?" she asks and i nod, "yes, trust me" i groan and she smiles, "fine fine" she quits starting to tie up her hair, "want me to make you so food?"

"no thanks" i say and stood up, "where are you going?" she asks, "to bed- i still dont feel to right" i say, "okay okay get well soon"

"thanks, and don't forget to lock the door" i yell and went inside my bedroom, "text me if you need anything okay!" she yells and i hummed in response,

i've been stressed out

so stressed out i got sick

i was to lazy to go to the hospital so i just ate some pills and shit.

'rapmon sent you a message!
rapmon : hey why haven't you contacted us in 5 days? did something happen to you? -9:40 am'

'v sent you a message!
v : i'm sorry if i made you feel uncomfortable or anything you felt when i fought. but please tell me how've you been doing! its been 5 days :( -9:41 am'

i sigh as i slide to open the chats,

- rapmon -

rapmon :
hey why haven't you contacted us in 5 days? did something happen to you?

you :
no i'm fine, i'm just a little sick

rapmon :
oh, are you feeling better now?

you :
yes

rapmon :
i'm glad you are :)

you :
:)

rapmon :
oh and may i ask

rapmon :
is jeongguk/jungkook really part of the band? i just had a feeling so i just asked you if you told him yet when we called