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twenty - bts

-twenty; explain, please

still the same day–
13:20 pm-

"okay i gotta go, if anything happens call me okay? don't hide anything away from me" she pouts and i hug her, "i will and i wont" i smiled at her and she slowly went out of my apartment,

i sigh as i look at my countertop, 'i should put my meds there again' i thought as i grabbed my old medications and place them back on the counter,

"i thought i'll never see you again" i chuckle as i saw the pills, "but here we are" i smile sadly,

i received many texts from many people but i was to tired to answer so i stretched my arms before walking to my bedroom to sleep,

--

taehyung was basically pleading at his hyung to let him visit haera, but namjoon still wouldn't let him, "she has to rest tae" he says and tae pouts, "fine" he crosses his arms and stares at the ground like a little kid,

"i already texted her" yoongi said lazily to his hyung, seokjin hummed in response as he continues to search the best chicken recipe his mother gave too him a few years back, he wanted to make some for haera,

"hey lets go buy some food for haera" jimin whispers to jungkook ear and he grins widely, "pizza?" jungkook asks and jimin nods, they both quickly walked to the door, they were about to open the door when namjoon called them,

"where are you two going?" namjoon asked and they both turn around nervously,

jimin smiled nervously and jungkook opens his mouth to speak, "w-we want t-t-to g-go to t-the m-m-mall" jungkook stutters and namjoons eyebrows knitted together,

"mall? why?" he asks and jimin opens his mouth to speak, "we wanna go eat" jimin says calmly but then seokjin yells, "yah! i'm gonna making kimchi soup so until then none of you lil brats are leaving this house!" seokjin yelled, "apartement" yoongi corrected, "yah! min yoongi! did you cut me off?!" he yells at his younger friend making him flinch, "i-" he starts but his words were silenced, "yah who's older here huh?" he asks and yoongi looks down, "you" he says, "so why did you cut me?" he asks but instead yoongi answers with him plopping a whole oreo in his mouth making his older friend laugh,

the two boys pout and sit next to taehyung, also pouting while crossing their arms,

namjoon sighed and his younger and older friends behavior when he suddenly received a text from a friend,

'you received a message from bro'
'bro : i'm outside :3"

namjoon smiled and opened his front door, smiling to his friend,

"guys, our doctor is here" he teased and hoseok rolled his eyes playfully, "can i come in? i have big news" hoseok grinned and namjoon moved aside so he could step in,

--

"so, whats up? its only been a day and you already miss us?" jimin smirked at his hyung and he laughed, "no, i wanted to tell you guys that i already found myself my own personal client!" hoseok boast while his friends cheer loudly,

its only been a day since he started his solo doctor career, after going to college for more than 6 years he finally graduated, the smile on his face made all his friends happy and proud for him,

"but remember to not push yourself to hard yeah? your health matters too" seokjin says in a concerned tone and he nods,

"so whats your patients name?" jimin asked, hoseok smiled, "her name is haera, kwon haera" everyones smile dropped,

"she used to have this syndrome called the munchausen sydrome" hoseok started,

(to y'all who are like me and is always curious of what that doctor wrote on hoseok's MAMA short movie, you should search it up, you'll thank me later)

"its a syndrome in where the person who has it will constantly say that he or she is physically or mentally sick, but is actually not, they tend to usually say that they're physically more cause technically they are mentally sick.

this could happen because of childhood trauma like for example if someone you care died or left when you were young and no one cared for you, this syndrome could happen cause the person would miss the care from the person who died or left so she or he would need someone elses care to care for him or her.

she stopped having that syndrome around 4 years ago but ever since since then she constantly gets anxiety and panic attacks, she would also get easily stressed and would overthink a lot, she has these pills that could stop all these attacks but if she doesn't eat one quick her body and mind might force her to faint, or should i say go into a mini coma, it isn't quite dangerous but if this keeps on happening it could be gravely dangerous for her and her health, she could die" he explains sadly before collecting himself,

"but don't worry, she knows that she would die." he tries to lighten up the sad mood, "s-she k-k-knows?" jungkook croaked out and hoseok looks up to his friends comfusedly,

"hey, you guys okay?" he asks,

some of them flinched and the others didn't even react, "are you sure her name is kwon haera?" namjoon spoke up and hoseok nods, "100% sure, why?" he asks, suddenly taehyung stood up and rushed out of the room,

"tae!" jimin called out but he was long gone, "jimin, just let him be" namjoon says and jimin sighs, tears were threatening to drop so he quickly ran to his room, "jimin-ah" yoongi called him but now it was his turn to leave first, yoongi ruffled his hair and excused himself, saying that he wanted to sleep,

jungkook then stood up aswell and went too the bathroom,

namjoon looks at the ground sadly and seokjin had his hands crossed, "can someone fucking explain?" hoseok cursed out as he was confused by his friends reactions,

namjoon looked up at him, seokjin stood up about to leave but he grabbed seokjin's arm to sit down again,

'this could help her stress less right?' namjoon thought before bitting his lips and opening his mouth to explain everything,

by the end of it hoseok and seokjin's faces were shocked, jaw opened and eyes wide, "w-what do we do know?" seokjin asked, he didn't want her to get stressed out because of him, he felt it was his fault, because she kept on thinking on how to explain, he felt guilty even if it wasn't his fault, "i don't know" namjoon sighs sadly,

- part twenty end -

oFFICIALY THE MOST SHITTY PART OF MY WHOLE STORY SO I APOLOGIZE :((

I JUST JDNSJSJSKSKA WELL AT LEAST THE SICKNESS PART IS OVER ASDJD I HAD TO GO THROUGH SOOO MANY RESEARCH

and yes SOME PARTS of the sickness is real like the munchausen syndrome and some other parts is real but i also added some other things like the pills to make it make sense to this story

if that makes any sense.

i hope namjoon's thoughts soften y'all a bit hes such a soft guy :3

i also really hoped you guys enjoyed this weird, crappy, cringey part, thanks for reading :))