mistake at 11:11 、 bts

fifteen - namvkookgimin

@ my friends from skool : yo i just realized somethings wrong about this chapters title... if u kno what i mean

-fifteen; 50%

still the same day–
13:45 pm-

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after a few moments later of namjoon and me chit chatting he left to let me rest,

i laid my back on the coffee smelled couch and closed my eyes

things start to get to my head,

a lot of things.

its like its very fucking unbelievable that i'm over here,

i'm in namjoon's apartment

with probably the other members outside with him 

this is really a mistake right?

its not planned by fate or some shit like that right?

well theres that weird woman in that shop, shes a sign that this is a mistake right? shes here to help me fix this right?

"or am i?" suddenly a voice ringed in my head making my eyes pop open,

"what do you mean?" i ask to the voice, but it didn't answer

i shook my head and drinked some water before laying back down

"or was i here to tell you that this was not a mistake?"

"and maybe this was all planned because you're leaving soon?"

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"hey wake up!" i heard a voice yell making my eyes shot open,

i felt my eyes hurt so i wiped it,

"huh?" i looked at my hands and saw tears there,

"you were crying so much!" jimin said and sat down on the floor in front of the couch,

"are you okay?" he asked,

"i-i-i'm fine" i stuttered, "haha don't be nervous i get that your a fan but don't get to nervous kay?" he smiles cheekily making my eyes widen

"yeah namjoonie hyung told me about everything" he smiled like a little kid, "its very interesting- imagine me. park jimin a international worldwide star" he smiles as he imagines it.

"well now" he suddenly looks straight into my eyes, "why were you crying? did you have a bad dream?" he asks me and i froze

was it a bad dream?

"or was i here to tell you that this was not a mistake?"

"and maybe this was all planned because you're leaving soon?"

or was it a sign?

"hey!" jimin snapped his fingers making me wake up again,