tiny broken pieces and a faint memory of you

i don't wanna care-nineteen

-explicit-

I wanna curl up and die
and bid you goodbye
I wanna pass you like I don't care,
I wanna call a circle a square

I wanna mispell
I wanna leap on a cliff
I want to live
like I for once,
don't give a shit

I want to lay my head back,
at least think of nothing
and push my tears away back,
sending them reeling

and if I won't be able to do these things,
find me inside my bedroom
actually thinking things over,
and I won't be able to come out soon