tiny broken pieces and a faint memory of you

look at where i am now-sixty six

I always told myself,
don't let the tears flow
don't cry,
you can do this
I always stop myself from going to the bathroom,
and sobbing, hands on
I always clench my chest to stop it from heaving
I always restraint my feelings to keep it from falling
I took a bow,
but i failed again
look at where i am now.