... Hey big sister
I've made my choice,
Even though it's hard
Big sister,
I'm going to open up,
Especially to you.
You know,
Big sister,
These memories haunt me
Each and every night.
They're special
Big sister,
Not in a good kind.
And I know
Big sister
I'm going to bring them
To the light.
I'm gonna face them
Big sister,
I refuse to give up the fight.
We make mistakes
Big sister
And honestly,
These memories
I feel are all my fault.
And these memories
Big sister,
You might not see the reason they were hiding.
I kept them locked up
Big sister
Along with other secrets
I was guarding .
And I know
Big sister,
Some memories might be
Small and seem irrelevant.
But I promise,
Big sister,
They were there for a reason.
I want you to do something
Big sister
When I send or tell you these things.
I want you to think
Big sister
On how it all fits in.
Oh why I was hiding them
Big sister
Instead of allowing the truth.
I want to thank you
Big sister
For letting me call you "sis"
And not leaving
big sister
Just staying with your Lil sis.
I love you
Big sister
There's a reason I say that so much.
Because I know
Big sister
How it's like to feel
Unloved.
And it might be bothersome
Big sister,
Or suffering or too often
But I really mean it when I say that.
I love you
Big sister
That's a fact for you.
And it hasn't changed
Big sister,
I know that's true.
YOU ARE READING
From The Pen To The Soul
PoesíaSometimes, writing isn't an option; it's a necessity. This is my story. Everything I write, is a part of me. But it's up to you, to find your story; connect to yourself through my writing. (Most of these are sent to my big sister)
