Feel It All (Edvy + Royed)

Defy You

''All my will...
All my strength...
Rip it out...
Start again...''
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The small blonde had ran all the way home still flustered from kissing Roy on the cheek, shutting the door behind him locking it once he had gotten inside, turning around when hearing a small meow greet him, ''Harlequin?- ?!'' Edward started but stopped when seeing Envy was in front of him grabbing for his face, scrunching his face in disapproval, ''E-Envy... I-I...'' Edward stuttered trembling till hearing the other sigh letting go. ''Who helped you?'', ''...Someone from the coffee shop...'' Edward said making a face still flustered holding the bag against his chest, ''Mmm... I see.'' The palm haired male said simply walking off, surprising Edward at the lack of questioning looking down at the meowing tabby, hearing his questionable lover speak again, ''Hey, I won't be home till later on tonight, so you have the place for yourself.'' Edward heard Envy say. ''O-Oh... Okay...'' Edward said a bit relieved but didn't show it, walking over to the couch setting the bag down  on the table in front of the couch heading to the kitchen to feed the meowing impatient tabby, ''Come here, Harlequin.'' Edward called grabbing the box of food, putting some in the empty bowl glancing over when seeing Envy looking at him when he stood up, ''Envy?... W-What's up?...'' Edward asked nervously. The intensity of the palm haired males gaze with his sharp amethyst eyes, made Edward more than nervous when Envy opened his mouth to say something with a serious expression, ''Edward, I... Never mind.'' Envy quickly said with a familiar annoyed expression and sigh, walking past the confused blonde hearing the door close and lock, ''What... What just happened?...'' Edward questioned confused.Envy never once called him by name which struck him as odd, but let it go since he knew the palm haired male would go back to normal probably later when he came back, putting his hand on his bruised shoulder feeling weirded out at Envy's voice saying his name so kindly, ''What the fuck just happened?...'' Edward said again shaking himself out of confusion deciding to draw for a bit feeling his body throb again, since his body was still a bit sore. ''Don't want to worry your Brother?'' Edward recalled what Roy said to him as he was quietly sketching with the sleeping tabby next to him, listening to his music pausing suddenly and looking down at the sketch on his lap making a face in pain at the sketch of his late smiling brother, ''I wish you were still here, Alphonse... Maybe you could put me in my place...'' The blonde said softly putting his hand on his face. The blonde stared at the sketch for a moment, ''I wonder what you would of thought of Roy, Al... You would of probably kink shamed me, for being interested in an older man...'' Edward said with a smile and laugh, ''Speaking of... I wonder what he thought of the kiss on the cheek... Probably thought it was weird coming from a guy...'' He thought closing the sketchbook tossing it on the table grabbing a cigarette lighting it and quietly smoking it as the tabby cat slept. ''So Edward is Sixteen huh?'' Riza said at their small place, seeing Roy make a face drinking as he usually did, ''But that's not why you're like this... What happened after you helped him and gave him the books?'', ''He kissed my cheek...'' Roy said flustered and quietly surprising Riza who still stood serious, ''He trusts you, that's his way of saying it.'' She said simply sipping at her cup of coffee, making Roy sit up and look at his roommate confused but still flustered. ''But that's not what's bothering you, is it?'' Riza asked pulling the cup from her tinted lips glancing up to the raven haired male with her intense beautiful brown eyes, ''...This is why you're a damn good therapist...'' Roy said with a flustered pout, seeing Riza laugh with a small smile at the compliment about what she did for a living, ''I wasn't trying to act like a therapist, I'm just speaking as a friend.'' She said simply. ''It's nothing really... Havoc just saying some nonsense about Edward.'' Roy said simply with an annoyed sigh, ''It's not important, I promise.'', " I see... Well you have his number, you can always check on him when you want to.'' Riza said putting her cup down and look at Roy again, ''Why don't you just ask him out on a date? I know he's young, but he doesn't look it. You seem really interested in him, so why not?'' She said simply getting up to feed the large dog. Roy just made a face sighing with a blush, ''I'll consider.'' He said after his roommate staying quiet recalling what his ex-boyfriend told him about Edward earlier, ''I know the kid, I picked him up where they pick up hookers and prostitutes at almost three in the morning. He was walking awfully pained, but said he pulled out his back when I asked him, kid looked like he was crying too... Maybe, just maybe?... He's a hooker? I mean you barely know anything about him.''. The raven haired male scrunched his face checking his phone to see Edward hadn't messaged him, wanting to message him but paused stopping himself waiting till Edward messaged him going back to drinking, Edward who had fallen asleep after sketching a few small sketches of Roy in that days outfit, and a few cigarettes breathing lightly in his sleep on the couch with the tabby cat looking at it's owner almost unhappily. The blonde was fast asleep in his black tank top and black jeans, stirring a bit in his sleep scrunching his face mumbling, ''Mmm... Roy?...'' He had called out making the cat tilt its head as the blonde dreamt on with the raven haired male, ''R-Roy?...'' Edward said nervously when the raven haired male cornered him with a serious expression grabbing his face, running his hand inside his shirt up his chest making Edward blush, and move around uncomfortably in his sleep. ''H-Hey... What's gotten into you... You're never like this...!?'' Edward started stopping when feeling the raven haired male kiss him suddenly undoing his pants making the blonde moan in the kiss, when feeling the others warm tongue in his mouth and Roy's hand tease his member arousing him, making the blonde wake up in a cold flustered sweat, with a blush across his face sitting up with his shirt going off his shoulder breathing heavily scaring the Tabby. Edward blinked looking down to see he was aroused from the dream putting his hands on his face making a face, ''Fuck!...'' He screamed feeling frustrated since Envy wasn't there to relieve him, moving his hand from his face revealing his embarrassed expression, looking down to see the tabby looking at him with its tail moving, remembering what Envy had said giving more of a pained and shamed expression, knowing well he had to take care of his arousal by himself. The small blonde panted heavily in the bathroom, crying out when he released panting heavily catching his breath, making a face as he sat on the floor looking at the mess he made feeling his face burn up unable to forgive himself that he had to masturbate to Roy after having that kind of dream with him, ''Wow... Just when I thought you couldn't get any lower.'' Envy's voice said making Edward tense up the moment he heard a camera sound. Edward looked up in a panic to see Envy look at him with a taunting expression, phone in his hand snapping a photo of him in his shameful situation, ''I got all that on video too, besides the picture~'' The palm haired male said with Edward feeling his heart drop when hearing Envy play it again, having to hear his voice call out for Roy in a moan giving a pained hurt expression as Envy laughed, ''You think Roy would still want to be around you, if he saw this, Pipsqueak?~''.