Feel It All (Edvy + Royed)

Youth Of The Nation

''Maybe this kid was reaching out for love

Or maybe for a moment

He forgot who he was

Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged

Whatever it was

I know it's because

We are, We are...

We are... The youth of the nation...''

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''Envy, you need to change that bad attitude of yours.''

''Sis is right, keep that bad attitude up, and you'll just end up in a bad position, ugly~''

"Fuck off Greed!''

"Make me, Ugl- ?!"

''Envy, get off Greed!''

''You'll pay for that, you ugly emo!''

''Fuck this shit,I'm leaving from here! I can't take you or him anymore! I'm so sick of you two! Good fucking bye!"

"Envy! Where are you going! Please come back, please don't leave!"

"...You always went for the sore spots, didn't you Greed?..." Envy thought the next morning with a heavy sigh touching his now short hair, then his bruised face sitting on the edge of the bed, reminiscing back to what landed him in his situation before meeting Edward thinking about Lust's pained expression as he left, making a face looking at the scars on his wrists and upper thighs. "...You didn't have to say that Greed, you knew how much I hated those scars, yet you still threw them at my face...'' The palm haired male said pained, ''You wanted me to pay for that, and trust me I am paying for it...'' He said surprised that Edward had never noticed the scars once, ''I was angry that day... Some guy tried to sexually assault me, but I went home without saying a word about it to Lusty or Greed...''. "I should of said something... But... I ended up taking it out on you two, over a simple little comment about my bad attitude, that was true... I ended up leaving  just over that small comment that turned into an argument, how petty... And I had too much pride to go back home and face you two. So I just stayed on my own on the streets, and that's when I met Archer..." Envy thought scrunching his face hurt.

"...I fucking miss you Lusty... She probably hates me after everything I said to her though... And Greed... I hate to say it, but... He was right about my attitude... He really hates me, and wants nothing to do with me probably, which I understand, but... I'd do anything just to see his stupid face again, just to hug him..." The male said softly making a face, ''I couldn't take everything back, even if I tried...''. "To think the Pipsqueak thinks the same about my attitude, it's not surprising...'' Envy said quietly glancing over to the sleeping blond holding the tabby in his arms, "At least he still a home to go to, I don't... I lost everything that day... I just want my family back..." He finished quietly careful not wake the sleeping blond, glancing over to the table next to him pausing in thought suddenly. "Hmm?.... I've never seen this sketchbook before... No wait... I've actually saw this when I first met the Pipsqueak and his cat..." The palm haired male thought reaching over to the sketchbook seeing a picture peek from it, grabbing the photo seeing it was a photo of Edward, his younger brother, and a blonde girl with large blue eyes hugging them both with a large smile.

"Wow... She's pretty... I wonder who she is..." He said turning the picture around to see if there was a name, seeing there was no names raising an eyebrow quickly putting the picture back in the place he found it, when hearing Edward stir in his sleep feeling sick when putting his hand on his marked up neck, giving a pained expression but jumped up when feeling the warmth of Edwards body against his back, feeling his arms wrap around him. ''Pipsqueak... !?'' Envy started freezing up when feeling the blond grab his wrist, touching his scars putting his other hand on his thigh running his finger over the other scars and pause suddenly thinking the blond was grossed out by them, and would probably make fun of them as he did with Edward's scars before, ''I...'', ''Wanna make breakfast together? I can go food shopping for the fridge later, it's kind of almost empty...'' The blond said simply but kindly. "Didn't think you actually cared for food, Pipsqueak.'' Envy asked surprised feeling the others arms wrap around him, nuzzling against his neck followed by the cats nudging against him at the same time, ''Believe or not, I'm a food junkie... And believe me, I can make a kick ass breakfast, just for the two of us.'' Edward said simply with a smile when seeing the palm haired male laugh and smile at him, "I'm a sweets person.'', ''Lucky for you Envy,  I can bake too... I can make you something sweet later on too.''.

Envy who had dressed in his usual black crop top sleeveless turtleneck, but had a lime green off the shoulder long sleeve sweater showing his cut on his shoulder, complete with black skinny jeans and his boots heaving a sigh when touching his hair remembering it was now short, poking at the plate of food in front of him, seeing the breakfast consisted of pancakes, eggs, toast and a cup of coffee surprising him at how good it smelled. The palm haired male put his hand on his face, but reacted when remembering about his bruised cheek and lip wincing pained pulling his hand off, staying quiet for a long moment hearing as the other ate away quietly before speaking again, ''I used to cut myself when I was younger, till my sister found out...  That was fun, since she was not happy about it...'' Envy started grabbing for a piece of toast, surprising Edward at what he heard making him pause from his eating. ''My Brother didn't help me much since he always made fun of me for the scars... I suppose it was because he hated me... And my sis couldn't do much since he didn't listen to her either, on top of that the very day I almost get sexually harassed, he decides to pick a fight with me the moment I got home and I just lost it and jumped him...'' Envy said pausing biting into the toast with the blond glancing up surprised at how much Envy was revealing about himself.

''My sister pulled me off him but I ended up telling her some really nasty things... So, I ran away from home that day... I was Eighteen... I ended up living on the streets... And that's when I met Archer...'' Envy said grabbing the fork and stabbing into the pancakes angrily, realizing his mood, ''Sorry-'', ''Do you miss your family?'' Edward asked finally seeing Envy look at him with a quiet expression. ''I don't...'' Envy started coldly but paused glancing down hurt, "...Look just forget what I said, I'm just trying to make up some shit excuse for the way I've treated you-'', ''I'm not any better... I'm playing someone who thinks I'm some underage crybaby with a brother who's still alive, haha...'' Edward said seeing Envy make a face, ''If your brother wasn't around, then explain your cat... Your brother is still in that cat protecting you...'' Envy said pushing the plate away. ''Consider what I said before...'' Envy said pulling the play back towards him to eat when seeing Edward looked hurt that he pushed the plate away, ''I'm not leaving you behind, end of story.'' Edward answered quickly seeing Envy scowl but sigh, ''If you have family, let me help you find them-'', ''No, besides I really doubt my brother really cares about me, my sister yes...But my brother, no.'' Envy said finishing up.

''How do you know, if you haven't seen him in a long time?'' Edward asked as the other cleaned up hinting he was going out getting him anxious, ''I know, he's proved that he hates me.'' Envy said making a face hurt, jumping back when seeing Edward standing in front of him cat in his hands smiling at him anxiously, ''Please be careful, Envy... That's all I'm asking...'' Edward said hinting Envy at his worry noticing something. ''...Were you always this tall?...'' He asked seeing Edward compare his height to his, ''...I'm still short compared to Roy though...'' The blond said flustered seeing Envy walk away from him embarrassed, heading to the door, ''Envy!'', ''I'll be careful,  I left some money in the room for groceries.'' Envy said simply before leaving not surprising Edward, who just looked down at his meowing tabby, staying quiet for a long moment thinking back to his past, "I wonder...''.

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A paragraph with a sentence less, yes.

Envy crushing on Winry, yes.

Envy finally opening up a bit, surprisingly yes.

Edward having a possible connection to finding Envy's family, who knows lmao.

I'm off to update other stories, lmao.