Feel It All (Edvy + Royed)

No Shelter

"Feelings gotta get hurt...''
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"Envy is a lot cuter than he shows himself to be..." Edward said flustered the next morning holding a cup of coffee in his hands, remembering how soft the other's mouth was as he got himself off, glancing over to his tabby cat who meowed with a yawn, "Harlequin, no... Alphonse, I know you're judging me for taking advantage, but he said I could use his mouth till I was satisfied..." He said seeing the cat look at him judging him. "Don't look at me like that... I know I'm just using Envy for my sexual frustrations, don't make me feel worse..." Edward said but pause for a moment, "I wonder if Envy is still asleep." He said putting the cup down going over to the room to see the room empty, "Envy?..." He called out glancing over to see the amethyst eyed male sitting on the bathroom floor in a big t-shirt, brushing his teeth half asleep dozing off. "Envy... If you're tired go back to sleep..." Edward said kneeling in front of the male who opened his eyes tiredly, looking at him with his amethyst eyes leaning forward and resting his head on his shoulder brushing his teeth silently, "Cute..." The blond thought flustered wanting to grab Envy by the shoulders and have his way with him on the bathroom floor, but quickly control himself. "Y-You know, I did laundry yesterday..." Edward said hearing Envy make a small sound, "Envy...?", "My face hurts...", "Maybe we should go out and-", "You go out, Mustang messaged you. I'll stay here, I don't have the energy today..." He heard Envy say, making Edward scrunch his face worried, since he knew how Envy got when he felt down and thought about what he said yesterday, "No... You're coming with me...". "My head's killing me... Maybe I did over drink..." Roy thought massaging his head, drinking a tea where Havoc worked looking at the message Edward had sent him, "Be there soon.", "It's been a while..." He said hearing Edward's call out for him and a loud thud follow after seeing Edward had tripped, looking up to him with a childish smile.

"Maybe don't run?..." Envy's voice followed after looking up to see the amethyst eyed male dressed in his usual, helping the blond up, "Sorry..." Edward apologized seeing Envy look to him tiredly but look away, "No you don't." Edward said getting serious, grabbing Envy by his lime green sweater, with Envy pulling his arm away, saying something to the blond and walking off. Envy seemed different and off to the raven haired male, looking over to Edward who joined him at the table nervously, "Drinking again huh?... Sorry, I brought Envy, I just... He's kind of down and I don't trust him right now..." Edward admitted but still get touchy with Roy grabbing his hand smiling red in the face, "I missed you.". "...How are you two holding up, since then?..." Roy asked seeing Edward drop his smile, "...We're okay...", "Edward, what are you two so scared of?... I can help you, you know...." Roy said making a face watching Edward glance down, "No you can't-!?" The blond said surprised when Roy grabbed his wrist pulling him inches from his face. "Edward, Archer is trouble, I've told you this, yes?" He asked seeing Edward nod nervously, "He's known for prostitution around here." Roy finally said seeing Edward's golden eyes look away from him, "He mentioned you two last time, but he seemed particularly interested in Envy the most." He said with Edward looking to him surprised but worried, "E-Envy?...". "I don't want to worry you, more than you already are, but you two need to be careful..." Roy said quietly squeezing the small blond's hand, while Envy sat at one of the park benches away fidgeting, "Seems like you could use this." A familiar voice said making Envy tense up, "Make a scene and it'll be so much worse for you, my boy." Archer said holding a cup to the distressed male.

The usually arrogant amethyst eyed male, now looking at him with fear in his eye as his shoulders shook made him smile in satisfaction, "You remind me of a stray cat... So hostile and angry, but too afraid to fight back..." He said touching Envy's bruised face, "It's just tea, don't worry." Archer said with a grin glancing over to see Edward talking to Roy. "That boy and the Lieutenant Colonel are real close aren't they? Too bad he dragged you along, you're such a downer... He could of just left you at home alone with your thoughts, and maybe do something stupid, besides you're nothing to him but a quick fuck." Archer taunted making Envy get nervous and put his hands to his face, "Shut up..." The smaller male said shaking. "You know you hold a special place in my heart, Envy, you really do." The older male said touching Envy's short hair, "What a shame, it really is... Things wouldn't be like this, if you just did as I asked with no questions." Archer said holding the cup to Envy again, "Drink it, I insist." He said with Envy taking the cup, hesitating with shaky hands. "And your little dog spotted us... Remember what I said..." He warned quietly with Envy hearing Edward run to him and Roy's voice follow after picking him up, "Do you enjoy harassing people, Archer." Roy said seeing Archer's cold blue eyes glance to him, "Me? Not one bit Lieutenant Colonel..." He said with a smile that sent a shiver down Edward's spine. "Besides, thought I could offer the boy something relaxing, he did seem tense after all." He said glancing back to Envy, putting his hand on his shaky shoulder, "We were just having a nice talk anyways, weren't we Envy?" Archer asked with Envy who nodded drinking a large sip of the tea, "H-He wasn't doing anything." Envy said making Archer look back to Roy with an arrogant expression.

 "See? No harm. Now if you'll excuse me, I have other people to check in with. I need to keep them on a leash, you know? Make sure they don't cause me any trouble~" The cold blue eyed male said as he got up and left, as Roy watched him with his dark eyes angrily, but look over to Envy who put his hand to his face , "Envy-". "He didn't do anything!...Fuck!... Stop trying to be nice to me, you clearly don't like me!" He said to Mustang angrily, but stay quiet keeping his back towards them, "...Stop looking at me like that, you know I hate it..." Envy said quietly to Edward hanging his head throwing the tea on the floor, "I don't even like tea...". Envy sat on the floor of the quiet apartment since he left both Edward and Roy, "I can never catch a break... I'm surprised Archer didn't spike the tea with something..." He said hearing the tabby cat meow and go over to him laying next to him, making a face when he felt nauseous, lighting a cigarette closing his amethyst eyes for a moment, "Those two look good together..." He said quietly remembering back to Edward and Roy. "...?" Surprised when he felt something roll down his bruised cut cheek stinging it, "What the fuck?..." He said wiping at his face realizing he had broken down, tears streaming down his face, making a face pained and give a choked sob realizing his feelings for Edward, "It's not fair... I just want the pipsqueak to look at me the way he looks at him, but... It's too late..." Envy said hanging his head with the cigarette still in between his lips crying to himself. "Edward." Roy's voice called out to him making the blond turn to Roy flustered when they reached a street corner, "What?...!?" He asked surprised when the raven haired male grabbed his arm pulling him in for a long kiss, red in the face when he pulled away, seeing Roy look at him with a flustered smile, "Is is bad I'm interested in you?... Because I am.".

The blond got back to the quiet dark apartment flustered, a bit concerned at the silence hearing his tabby cat meow, glancing down to the cat who hit him with his paw, "Where's Envy..." He asked seeing the cat run off to the room, following after seeing Envy in the large t-shirt again huddled in the corner of the room laying against the wall, fast asleep breathing softly making Edward sigh. "Envy-" Edward started about to call out for him but stop when seeing both his thighs and his wrists bandaged up, making Edward's heart drop seeing his friend's eyes were puffy from crying, "Envy!..." He called out seeing Envy move and open his tired amethyst eyes, not surprised when his friend looked at him with an angry expression but dropped it to a worried hurt one. "You could of talked to me...", "...I was playing with Harlequin on my lap, and she held on to my hand and scratched me up by accident..." Envy said pulling off the bandages to show the cat scratches, putting the bandages back in place tiredly, relieving Edward but still get upset, "I saw that cigarette burn on your wrist...", "That was an accident too..." Envy said quietly closing his eyes again. "I'm tired... I just want to sleep forever." The amethyst eyed male said quietly, "...Let me make you something to eat, Envy. So you can take some painkillers." Edward said seeing Envy shake his head, "Don't want to..." Upsetting the blond but take a deep breath, "I insist, Envy." He said in a serious tone seeing Envy finally look at him, "...Whatever...". "...This is the first time my legs aren't wrapped around him sexually..." Edward thought sitting on the living room floor flustered as Envy was laying against his chest fast asleep, after making him eat something and take the painkillers, putting his arms around him surprised at how small Envy was glancing to Harlequin who meowed, "We need a break..." Edward said softly receiving another meow in response.