Feel It All (Edvy + Royed)

Russian Roulette

"I'm terrified, but I'm still breathing..."
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A loud meow made Edward turn around quickly to the screaming cat sitting by Envy who was dead asleep that following morning, "Be quiet Harlequin...'' The blond said making a face to the angry cat, surprised when he received a sudden scratch on his arm reacting with a pained wince, ''Ow! Fuck that really hurt... It's either me or Envy, and it won't be him, Harlequin...'' Edward said hurt, but get serious giving a soft huff. ''It's not like I haven't done this before...'' He said quietly scrunching his face hurt grabbing his red coat and backpack, ''...Take good care of Envy for me, okay?..." He said as he quickly but quietly left running to where he as supposed to meet Archer, ''I'm just going to message Greed to come by with his sister as soon as possible...'' Edward said to himself catching his breath quickly sending a message when he reached the corner block by the park putting his phone away. Edward breathed a sigh in relief jumping up when feeling a rough grab on his shoulder making him turn to Archer who looked down to him with a grin, ''Well, well... Right on time, here I thought you wouldn't actually show up... Good job.'' The cold male said to the blond who looked at him angrily with his golden eyes, not bothering Archer who just grabbed Edward's face roughly, looking down to him with his cold but excited blue eyes.

''My, my... You certainly still have your personality...'' He said with a smile squeezing the blond's face roughly, seeing him react in pain, ''I-I'm sorry...'', ''We can fix that right up... We'll have to teach you your manners again... Now let's get going, don't want to keep our guests waiting now do we, Edward?~'' Archer said with an ugly grin grabbing Edward's arm by force pulling him, with Havoc walking into work that moment seeing the scene making a face, ''Shit... I'll have to tell Roy and Riza...''. "Riza, you're off today..." Roy said to Riza who was casually dressed heading for the door at their quiet apartment, "I know... But I need to pick up the cake I ordered..." She said not surprised the raven haired male was drinking again, "I'm not celebrating my birthday today, not with what you two finally told me, last night..." Roy said making a face, not surprising Hawkeye who stood quiet, "I'm sorry, Roy..." She said quietly. "If you knew Envy was the one treating Edward badly, how come you didn't tell me sooner-" Roy started putting the empty cup down, getting quickly cut off by Riza who was upset,  "Envy isn't the one you should be going after! And you know this deep down Roy Mustang!..." Hawkeye said turning to the surprised raven haired male with a hurt expression, "If Envy didn't care, he wouldn't have gone through all that trouble with Archer just for Edward before... All that hurt and fear he felt...".

"It's obvious you're jealous of Envy... But put that childish jealousy aside, and see that he's fighting himself to be a better person, while you're here drinking away..." Riza said making a face, "...I know you don't mean ill things about Envy... You want to help them both, and you can and you should... I'll help you to help them, Roy..." She said hearing her phone go off, putting it on speaker since it was Havoc, "Roy with you?... You two need to hear this...". "...He really did a number on my back...'' Envy thought looking at his back in the bathroom mirror, scrunching his face at the scratches across and down his back, and his marked up neck heaving a heavy sigh before turning off the water he had running in the tub, taking a deep breath as he got in the tub making a face when his body throbbed sitting down, making a small sound in pain when the warm water touched his scratched up back. ''He'll be back late at night he says... Probably went to look for Mustang and get some...'' The male said quietly bringing his knees to his chest wincing at his body aches and pains, ''Still not enough pain...'' He said putting his face in his knees, feeling someone touch his scratched up back, looking up and turning quickly seeing the tabby cat sitting on the toilet seat next to him meowing at him, taking him by surprise looking at the cat tiredly.

''It's just you...'' Envy said getting a hand out of the tub to pet the cat next to him, ''Thought I felt someone touch me... Must be going crazy...'' He said softly as the cat rubbed up against his hand purring making the amethyst eyed male smile with a small quiet laugh, ''You're not a bad cat... I'm really sorry for throwing your out in the street before...'' He apologized to the cat who started screaming again, not surprising him resting his face on the edge of the tub. ''You woke me up screaming too... Something must be bothering you... It would be nice if you could talk, and not scream...'' The male said getting quiet closing his eyes, feeling the cat nudge him again purring opening his amethyst eyes again, ''Winry misses you, she mentioned you and that pipsqueak... She likes me now, but she'll hate me when she finds out everything about me, what I've done...'' Envy said tiredly getting depressed again scrunching his face. Archer who yawned sitting on the edge of the bed later that day, hearing Edward's pained sounds glancing over to the blond who was tired, ''Stop... It hurts...'' He said making a sound in anguish as the two males by the cold blue eyed male had their way with the blond getting rougher unable to do anything since his hands were tied behind his back, ''You look terrible... It suits you.'' Archer said grabbing Edward's bruised face, looking in his golden eyes with a satisfied expression.

''I should of had you dress up a long time ago, you look great as a woman... Really suits a bitch like you...'' The cold male said squeezing Edward's face, ''I've had my fun with you... I'll let these two have all the fun with you that they want, before they toss your ass back out on the street... I've gotten quite bored of you." Archer said coldly yanking Edward's braid causing the blond to moan, only to have it cut short when the other male put his mouth to work as the other male did him roughly, with Archer getting up and leaving without another word. Edward made a face pained when the two males threw him out of the car and out into the cold street later that night, grabbing his backpack when they threw it making a sound in pain when a jolt of pain went through his body when he got up, "I can barely walk... My body hurts..." He said going by an alley sitting down against the concrete wall wincing, grabbing his long golden hair in a ponytail in silence thinking about Envy and his tabby cat. "Probably should of told Envy to take his medication, before I left... Don't want him getting anxious over me... I wonder if he fed Harlequin... He probably did..." Edward said opening his backpack to grab a cigarette putting it in between his lips and lighting it nervously, with the blond feeling angry but too tired and empty to react hanging his head in shame, feeling a sting on his cut cheek from a tear not surprised that he had broken down,

"This is for the sakes of Envy..." The blond said giving a choked sob rubbing at his face to wipe the tears away, making a sound in pain forgetting about the cuts on his cheeks and face stinging him more, reaching for his neck about to take off the dog collar Archer had put on him stopping when hearing footsteps stop next to him making a face, "Give me a fucking break..." He thought with an empty look in his tired golden eyes. "Is it a quickie? Because we can take it in this alleyway right now." He asked pulling the cigarette away from his red tinted lips not receiving a response, making him look up with an annoyed expression, but lose color immediately at the sight of Roy who was well dressed looking down at him with a cold judgmental look in his usually kind dark eyes "How about all night?" The raven haired male said simply and harshly. "Though I suppose I'll have to pay a lot for someone like you... You're the best one right? So I've heard from a lot of people." Roy said hurting the blond's feelings, seeing his golden eyes look hurt but nod, "I-I'll make sure I satisfy you..." Edward said quietly, "Harlequin, I'm really worried for the pipsqueak, it's late... He's never out this late." Envy said back at his quiet apartment making a face, till he heard a knock on the door running to it opening it immediately, "Pipsqueak, do you know what time it is-!" He said stopping the moment seeing Archer at the door looking at him with a taunting smile, "Hello Envy~".