I checked my phone, 10:03 pm. Di ako makatulog, I took my keys and drive off to BGC. Ngayon ko lang na-realize na it's been a month since the last time Donny and I went late night out, simula kasi nung pinupormahan n'ya si Abegail, wala na syang time para sa mga kalokohan katulad dati.
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I ran to the park crying. My best friend Hailey changed because she recently left the country and she never talked to me again. She was my best friend since I was four until twelve, it was the three of us, Donny, Hailey and me.
"Billie, are you okay?" a boy came up to me, and it was Donny. I just cried, he pulled me closer to him then he held me tight like it was a sign that he will never let me go.
"Hailey changed." I mumbled then continued crying.
"You know what Billie, I promise that I will never change. And I will never leave you." those words were something that I held on for the past years.
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Donny is someone who is really special to me, he is always there when I feel down especially about Hailey. Sa kanya ako kumukuha ng lakas, ngunit s'ya rin pala ang magpapahina sa'kin. I thought he was going to keep his promise that he will never change and that he will never leave me, but I guess, they were the same. I was left alone.
I turned the engine off and head inside. I roamed around, all alone. The mall isn't full but just enough people to shop, I've seen familiar faces na pinagtri-tripan namin ni Donny before. What the heck Billie? I thought you're going to shut up about Donny. Kainis.
"BJ?" a familiar, really familiar voice from the back, I turned around seeing the one and only Donny Pangilinan. Oh wait, with ate gurl Abegail Gil.
"Hey," I smiled, Abegail immediately wraps her arm to Donny's arm.
"Are you alone?" he asks looking for someone kasi baka akala n'ya may kasama ako.
I shook my head and said, "It's just me."
"You want to come with us?" he offered, is he really serious? I glanced at Abegail who just rolled her eyes then I understand that she doesn't want me to come.
"No, thank you. I'm all good, you go ahead." I smiled a little.
"Dons, we should get going." Abegail cutted me and then he nodded, we bid good byes and they left.
Hindi ako makapaniwala na mapapalitan ako as late night out buddy ni Donny, kaya pala hindi n'ya na ako tine-text na kumain ganun kasi iba na yung sinasama n'ya. Aysh, stop na Billie. You're just hurting yourself. Accept the fucking fact that he doesn't feel the same way like whatever you are feeling towards him.
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"Billie, bakit ka ba sumasama kay Kobe?" tanong ni Donny, ilang araw n'ya na ako kinukulit kung ano ba talaga kami ni Kobe.
"Eh ano ba meron? May magbabago ba kung magsasabi ako ng totoo?" sagot ko. Na-confuse ata si Donny at nakikita ko talaga sa mukha n'ya, na-realize ko yung sinabi ko, "May magbabago ba kung magsasabi ako ng totoo?" kingina Billie.
"Anong ibig mong sabihin?" he looked at me seriously, I'm about to die.
"Uh, ibig kong sabihin, wala naman kaming ginagawang masama eh. Tapos masaya naman siyang kasama kaya't okay na ako dun." sambat ko, hindi na s'ya nagsalita at umalis na rin kaagad ng dumating si ate gurl, I mean, Abegail. Muntik na ako dun' ha. Tsk.
After my last class in the morning, I dropped my books in my locker first before heading to the cafeteria when I heard someone approaching me from the back, it's Kobe.
"Billie Jeans, beh kamusta ka na?" asar niya, hinampas ko yung isang libro na dala ko sa kanya.
"Kainis na ha, dahil sa'yo kinukulit ulit ako ni Donny." I pouted as he put his arm on my shoulder, uy may akbay ng nalalaman ha.
"Malamang nagseselos yun," patawa niyang sabi, bakit naman s'ya magseselos eh may girlfriend s'ya?
"Alam mo naman na best friend ko yun, malamang nagiging protective ulit." I keep on thinking about reasons for him to be jealous, not in a romantic way but just friendly way.
"Whatever you say BJ, pero alam mo naman na lalake ako and I know when a guy likes a girl." he smirks, we walk together in the cafeteria.
"You guys have different ways of thinking so stop acting like you know all of it." I rolled my eyes and he just chuckled.
We separated ways as we went to each other's circle of friends, nagtinginan yung friends ko sa amin. Don't tell me pati sila rin.
"What's up with you and Kobe? Lately you've been hanging out." Karina asked as I sat down.
"Nothing, we're just friends. I really enjoy his company eh." sagot ko, then I felt Donny stares at me ng tinignan ko s'ya bigla siyang umiwas. Panay yung tanong nila tungkol kay Kobe, he's one of the brightest from Brent at hindi na ako magtataka na marami ring nagkakagusto sa kanya.
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