Jax Teller. Yep, I've known him since we were babies. Since my mom was a junkie and my dad died before I was born, due to something with SAMCRO. John, Jax's father, took me on as his own even though I only saw him as a father figure for me.
You know...
"I'm pregnant" Silence fills the air and I can't really tell if he's angry, happy or upset about the news I've just given him. Maybe this was a bad idea to begin with. I run my hands through my hair before heading towards the door, "This was clearly a bad idea, I'm sorry I even told you about it" I go to open the door as Jax stops me.
"Hey! No, it's not a bad idea. I'm glad you told me, I just don't get why you didn't tell me when I last saw you?" I sigh slightly before backing away from the door and leaning on one of the chairs around the club table. "I didn't tell you when I last saw you because I was scared what you would have said and things aren't exactly good between us, we haven't cleared it up about our feelings and how we are going to go about that. By looking at how you just reacted, I shouldn't have bothered telling you at all".
A small frown appears on Jax's face before he shakes his head. "Don't think like that, it's just taken me by shock, I wasn't expecting you to come out with this. Honestly I'm glad you told me and I apologise for it not being the greatest reaction. Is the baby mine?"
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I scoff slightly, "Yes, of course this baby is yours. You're the only person I've slept with since losing Op" I watch as he nods before turning away, running his hands through his hair and leaning on the table. I sigh before I lean against the door, "What are we going to do? Better yet how are you going to explain this to the others? I mean I can always say something to Gemma but I'll only say something to her if you want me to?" Jax looks at me before shrugging.
"Don't worry about my mother, I'll tell her and the others too. This is mainly my problem. You're keeping the baby aren't you?" I nervously bite my lip as I look into his eyes and nod. "I'm keeping the baby either way. It's not the baby's fault that he or she was brought into this world because two adults made the mistake of not being careful enough"
I know this isn't easy to deal with but I couldn't leave it any longer without not telling him. He needed to know, no matter what it took in the process to tell him. "You still want in on the club, bringing a baby up in this business isn't the wisest or the safest option" I roll my eyes before I stop leaning against the door and walk down to the opposite end of the table. "Jax you've brought Abel and Thomas up in this life. Yeah it wasn't easy but you managed, I'm sure I can do it too. We both can do this together"
I give him a small smile before walking towards him and cupping his face in my hands. He gives me a small smile back in return before he wraps his arms around me. I kiss his cheek before I wrap my arms around him as I hug him back. "There's just one condition though, I'll agree to have you become part of SAMCRO as long as you agree to staying put and not getting involved in any club business until you've had the baby. Plus can we also agree for now that the baby is Op's? I can understand if you don't want to but it's just until I've figured out how I tell Tara"
