A Good Girl Gone Biker Bad | SOA // Jax Teller Fanfiction

Nineteen • Edward 'Half Sack' Kip

R.I.P. Johnny Lewis

It's safe to say, I'm in a better mood today and everything doesn't seem so off today either which I guess is a good thing. Seeing as I was unable to make contact with Gemma, it still means I need to find her and still have a word with her if I can, well mainly apologise because damn I still feel bad. 

I sigh before getting up and throwing my boots back on, which little did I realise, my brother was standing just outside the door on the phone. So as soon as I step a foot out the door, he quickly makes his call cut short before he places his arm in front of me, making me come to a halt. "Where are you going?" For a few seconds, I just stare at his arm in front of me before I look up at his face. "I need to get some fresh air, you know how much I hate being locked up" I don't get much out of him other than that stupid serious glare, he always pulls it and it's very boring to look at on a day to day basis. 

"Charlie" I roll my eyes, "Logan" we just exchange glares between the two of us, "Do you think that's a good idea? I nod, "Yes, I need to get out of this stuffy place. I feel fine and I promise you'll be the first person I call if something was to happen" I give him small smile as I tap him gently on the shoulder before ducking underneath his arm and walking away. I hate being locked away, I'm not the type to keep hidden away, I have to be free.

When I thought I would have seen the last of Logan until I return later, oh how I was wrong about that, "What do you want now?" I didn't even have to check if it was him to know that it was my brother's hand that was just placed on my upper arm. I turn around and look into those infamous brown eyes again, "I'm coming with you. I'm not risking letting you out my sight" I sigh as I pull out of his grip. "Fine but where I'm going I don't want trouble" He nods in agreement, I wonder how long he will stick to it though. 

I don't really want him coming along but there is no way on earth I'm going to be able to change his mind. This is Logan we're talking about, there is no way of changing his mind. I guess that's just the Hudson way of things..

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So we didn't draw so much attention to ourselves more to me than anything, I decided it would be a better idea if we grabbed some grocery shopping first. I needed to talk to Gemma without any conflict which is why I didn't want him to come along, I understand he wants to look after with everything that has recently happened but times like this, I need to be on my own for a few hours. 

As we were packing the groceries away in the back of the car, I spot Tara and Gemma leaving a store a little further down from the one, me and Logan just came out from. I put the bag in my hand into the trunk of the car before looking up at Logan, "I will be back, don't worry I'll be fine" a rush of annoyance and concern washes over his face but disappears shortly after.

I walk over to where Tara and Gemma were. I guess you could say I earned a couple of pissed looks and glares, I mean I deserve them especially the ones I got off Gemma.  "I know I'm the last person you want to see Gemma but can we talk? I want to apologise for how I treated you recently" I could heard Tara scoff from beside me before rolling her eyes and making a stupid comment. 

"If you ask me, the only place you should be is a mental institute" Hearing her say makes me slightly clench my teeth and makes me wonder whether she knows something she's not meant to know. She will be a threat to both me and Logan if that's the case and I know what happens to people that are. Gemma notices that Tara is treading on thin ice and gives her look which Tara just shrugs and looks the other way.