Jax Teller. Yep, I've known him since we were babies. Since my mom was a junkie and my dad died before I was born, due to something with SAMCRO. John, Jax's father, took me on as his own even though I only saw him as a father figure for me.
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The last time I felt pain anything like this was when my father died. My heartfelt like it was not even beating, I didn't even want to look at Jax, with what just happened I don't think my heart can take anymore, my whole body is numb I can't even believe Logan would do this! When I manage to get enough strength to pull myself up from sitting on the floor, as soon as I look up to Jax. I feel guilt and pain go through me all over again, I was unsure about what to do.
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Just seeing Jax like this, breaks my heart, even more, I couldn't even bring myself to look into the other room. I wrap my arms around Jax and hold him tightly, he kept his hands on the window in front of us, I want to say something but I can't bring myself to find the right words. After a few minutes, I feel Jax's arms wrap around me tightly. "I'll take them back, you guys deal with the body. I'm guessing the club will want to grieve over their lost member" Just hearing my brother's voice was enough to make me want to lose my shit and kill him.
"I'm so sorry Jax, this is all my fault! I should have never released him!" Tears begin to stream down my face, I have no idea how I'm going to make any of this up to him or the club. I just lost the love of my life because I was too stupid to listen to anyone about my brother and went and released him instead and now I've got him killed. "No, I'm sorry I should of have put an end to this before we decided to keep him locked up. I swear after Op's wake and shit has died down, I'm going to kill this piece of shit!" He looks down at me before wiping my tears away.
I nod slowly, as much as I want to fight it all and protect my brother, I think it's time to accept the fact that he's going to die and deserves after killing Op. I can't stand the thought of Logan being able to walk around freely after everything he's just done. "I understand, you gotta do what's got to be done" Jax kisses my forehead as he turns us around so we are leaning against the window instead of looking through it.
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On the journey back to the clubhouse, I hold Jax's hand in mine, nothing is said which is a surprise seeing as it's my brother we're talking about here. "I'm sorry that had to be done but rules are rules. I'm still going to need the information needed" I frown in anger, I guess I spoke too soon. I look at Jax before I look back at the driver's seat to where Logan was. "Fuck you, there is no way I'm fucking doing that after you just killed my boyfriend!" I snap, there is no way I was doing shit for him now. There was no need for what he did back there.
"Charlie, if you don't co-operate then I will kill another Son. Doesn't bother me, I could go all day killing every son until I receive what I want. Besides you're lucky I didn't kill your real lover boy back there with you" When I look back at Jax, you can see there is anger and heartbreak written all over his face and I can't blame him. A frown appeared on his face when he heard the last part and looks straight at me, I shake my head at him, trying to get him to not worry about it.
