Omniscient POV:
August being in a relationship? That was a big no no. August and YN knew that they had strong feelings for each other but, no matter how much YN wanted to be with August she knew deep down in her heart it could never work. August and relationships were like water and oil, the shit just didn’t mix. The thought of being tied down made August feel some type of way. But, August couldn’t completely forget about the night he spent with YN. It was crazy how they were only together for one night, and she was already catching feelings. A couple weeks after Testimony was released, everyone loved the song ‘No Love’ but nobody put two and two together and realized that this song was dedicated to one specific person. But August knew….. And YN was soon to find out.
Yn’s POV:
I had just stepped into the house with hella groceries. Dropping them all on the counter, I walked into my living room and turned on the radio. “Dj: We got another hit from ya boy August Alsina! Here’s ‘no love’ you heard it here first!”
“Red light
You know I can’t make this thing that official
Believe we had a great night but I ain’t the type to
Tell you that I miss you, sh*t
You don’t like that I make this easy, leaving
After sexing on the floor
Baby I know you need me, like I need you
But I’m not the one you wanna love
So just pop a couple bands with a n*gga like me
Loving ain’t the same with a n*gga like
You use to them but ain’t no loving me
I hear what you would say and girl it’s clear to
See
You should just drink a couple drinks with a
N*gga like me
You probably go insane with a n*gga like me
Let’s just party till we can’t, ain’t no loving me
And I’m the one to blame, ain’t no loving me
So don’t come looking for love.”
I stood there frozen listening to August beautiful voice through the speakers. Listening to the lyrics only made the wound that I thought healed open right back up. Damn, why do I always have to catch feelings? When girls catch feelings, we fall so hard for the guy. But boys? They could fuck a thousand girls and never catch feelings. As I listened to the song, the memories of the night me and August spent together flooded my mind. The clock had just struck 12 and I wasn’t ready to turn down. I and my closest friends Bianca, Shay and Andrea were on the dance floor, fuckin’ shit up. Bubblegum by Jason Derulo ft. Tyga blasted through the speakers and I couldn’t help but grind to the beat. But suddenly, I felt as if someone was watching me. I looked up towards the higher section of the club where VIP was located and there he was looking at me. August smirked cockily before turning around and disappearing from my view. Before I could comprehend what was going on, I was pulled up to the VIP section by Bianca and Andrea. “Trey!” Bianca screeched as she laid eyes on him and he pulled her into a hug. August eyes landed on me as that cocky smirk remained on his face. I sat next to him and immediately the rotation of blunts began. Right now, I was high as shit and August and I was having a conversation. I don’t know if it was because I was lifted or I just wanted to be honest with him, but I just started telling him how I loved him. I know what y’all thinking “the fuck is wrong with you? You JUST met him and you love him?” It was just his demeanor and personality that had me in a Trans. I felt as if we had met each other before and a connection between us was already built. When I told him that I loved him, he slightly chuckled saying “Ma, you’d probably go insane with a nigga like. Let’s just party till’ we can’t cause ain’t no loving me. And I’m the one to blame, ain’t no loving me.” Time felt as if it fast-forwarded to when August carried me into my house roughly placing me on the kitchen counter, clothing flying everywhere. Within moments, he was inside me. His stamina was amazing, that fact that his thrusts were rough and his grip on my thighs were tight but, the kisses he planted on my neck made me feel as if we were making love, not fucking. Immediately I felt pleasure causing my second orgasm to quickly rise. I was in a state of ecstasy afterwards… A groaned escaped my lips when the sunlight kissed my face. I slowly turned over with hope that August would be lying there. But, I wasn’t that shocked that he wasn’t. ”Ain’t no loving me, and I’m the one to blame, ain’t no loving me” his words replayed over and over in my head. Now, it was too late I was too attached. One thing he did teach me though, DON’T come looking for love.
-Rvrejewel
