The Outpouring

Claire

Finally it was time for lunch. I was so hungry and all I could think about was food. I had completely forgotten that I had no one to sit next to. I thought that I could just go in there and Claire would be in there waiting for me. But oh wait... she was in Houston and she decided out of nowhere that she didn't want to be my friend.
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Maybe two days before my first day of school, the day started out normally, but then something really upsetting happened to me. My very best friend told me she did not want to be my friend anymore.

I was inside my room when I got multiple snapchats from my best friend, Claire.
I opened one of them and it started of with her saying how she was freaking out and her heart was beating fast. Then she started saying how she couldn't be my friend anymore.

I immediately started crying. This wasn't the right time for her to be doing this. I needed someone then. I didn't have anyone anymore... all I had was my family but no friends. I needed someone to talk to but I didn't have a friend to talk to about this.

More and more snapchats kept coming from her but I couldn't listen anymore. I started to just click out of them as soon as they came on. It was too difficult to listen to. My crying got worse and worse.

There was one last message that I did listen to, though. All it said was something along the lines of, "I wish you the best of luck in life and I hope you have a great rest of your year."

Eventually, my mom came upstairs because she heard my crying. She wanted to know what was going on. I wanted to let her listen to the messages but they already disappeared and there was no way of getting them back.

I tried to reply but next I realized she had blocked me. I went into Instagram and she blocked me on there too. Everything was blocked. There was no way of me responding.

I started to get mad. Why would she do this to me? This wasn't right. That was a horrible thing to do, especially after everything that I had been through in that past week.

I didn't understand why she would do this to me until I realized something. She had stated how her mom didn't want her to come to my house because we had guns even though they were in a gun safe and I had no way of knowing the code.

I had always thought that her mom hated me and this just proved the point. Her mom didn't want Claire to visit me. Her mom caused Claire to doubt me. Her mom is the reason why Claire has done this to me.