MY MISTAKE ; seoksoo

chapter six

>> this photo made me cry for three hours hUunh

seokmin stood, staring at the doorway once again. so, he was the correct jisoo. it was always him. right under his nose, seokmin couldn't even see it. well, it's not like the guy dropped any hints or did anything suggestive so seokmin, of course, wouldn't have known.

on the bright side, seokmin had just figured out who he would try and peruse. jisoo wasn't half bad, actually, he was very handsome and had a cute smile. but now, he was getting away.

"sorry, hyung, i gotta go too" seokmin panicked, pushing past the older and sprinting down the halls. he looked around in desperation, hopes rising up when seeing a head of brown hair tucked under a cap disappearing out of the building. seokmin ran after jisoo.

he ran as if his life depended on it and maybe it did. maybe he would find something with jisoo he wouldn't with anyone else. him accidentally stuffing his book into seokmin's bag had to be some sort of sign or message. seokmin didn't really believe in those all too much but this time, he was certain. jisoo could possibly be the person he would spend his whole life with.

is it strange that whenever seokmin thought of jisoo he could feel a sudden energy flow through his veins? maybe he's just too excited that he had found the correct person or it was the fact that he was running top speed through the rain. he didn't really know what to feel towards jisoo actually. seokmin was interested in him because jisoo genuinely had a crush on him but was he able to return his feelings to the extent jisoo would for him? time would only tell. now, seokmin's first priority was to find jisoo before it was too late.

"where could he be?" seokmin groaned, flicking away the long fringe that was sticking over his eyes. he wiped the rain off his face, panting as his stamina was running low. he was in the park now. the people had all probably gone home because of how heavy the rain was and the few people walking under umbrellas gave him strange looks.

then, in the corner of his eye, a slender figure with a drenched black shirt clinging onto his upper body appear and seokmin almost slipped on a puddle trying to reach him.

"hyung!" seokmin yelled tiredly, watching as the older boy looked up, instantly stopping in his tracks. he looked just as lifeless and exhausted as seokmin felt though it seemed they both had a sudden burst of energy when seeing each other.

"wait up!"

jisoo didn't know how to feel when seeing seokmin. at first, he wanted him to approach and embrace jisoo in a tight hug, telling him everything the lovesick boy wanted to hear. but he crashed back down into the disappointing pit of reality. this wasn't a hollywood love story or a drama shown on tv. this was real life.

jisoo didn't know why seokmin ran after him, probably out of pity to say sorry for already having someone else. there wouldn't be any other reason. this was childish and jisoo knew it was, but even so, he turned and ran once again.

lose him, joshua. run home, turn every corner until he gets lost and gives up. he can't and won't chase you forever. lose him. forget him.

jisoo listened to all the voices in his head that told him this. he needed to run away, he couldn't face the man who had taken his heart and couldn't return it. he has a girlfriend now. but he could still hear it, even if the other voices blared and screamed, he still heard that one faint little voice at the back of his mind telling him to stop.

stop running, turn around and let him come to you. there's a reason he came to find you and there's a definite reason as to why he's so persistent to follow you through this weather. stop running. you love him.