Imagine... (Magcon Imagines)

3. Jack J

You were done with it. Jack never even puts you first anymore. He'd rather be with his friends than with you. You've kept it in for so long and also it seems he doesn't love you anymore. Especially since Meredith has the attention of every boy right now and Jack could be one of them. There's no more holding back. It's time to talk now.

You call Jack and tell him you need to talk to him and it's urgent. He tells you to come to his house and you drive there. You arrive at his house and knock on the door. Jack greets you at the door with a hello.

Not even a hug or anything.

Just. Hello.

You can't wait any longer than now.

"Jack we need to talk okay. About us."

He closes the door and looks at you puzzled.

"What do you mean us?"

"I mean do you even care about me anymore I mean it's not like you care where I am or what's up anymore anyways."

"Wait what is that supposed to mean." he replied stepping closer.

"It means you'd rather be with your friends or at home all day than wonder what your own girlfriend is doing."

"Wait wait. Are you cheating on me?!"

"What?! NO! Id never cheat on you, you know that."

"And I thought you knew I care about you but that doesn't seem to be true."

You stand shocked. You mouth gapes open and you feel the tears coming.

"No no I didn't mean it like that. I meant that I care about you but you seem to think I don't. So why should I believe you're not cheating on me."

"FOR THE LAST TIME IM NOT CHEATING ON YOU. ID NEVER DO THAT. IF ANY OF US WERE TO CHEAT IT WOULD BE YOU WITH MEREDITH."

"ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW (Y/N) MEREDITH? AND I THOUGHT YOU HAD FAITH IN ME BUT THATS DOWN THE DRAIN TOO."

"OH PLEASE LIKE YOU CARE ABOUT MY FAITH IN YOU. YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HOW I FEEL AT ALL."

"YOU NEVER LET ME IN ANYMORE. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO LET ME IN ANYMORE AND NOW YOURE ACTING LIKE YOU HATE ME."

"WELL MAYBE NONE OF THIS WOUKD BE HAPPENING IF YOUD JUST BE A BETTER BOYFRIEND."

"IF YOURE SO UNHAPPY WITH ME AS YOUR BOYFRIEND THEN WHY DONT YOU DUMP ME."

Your eyes have gone wide. She silence is thick and all you hear is the deep fast breaths of Jack. He is filled with anger and the tension in the air is thicker than smoke. But even thicker than that will be the tears about to flow out of your eyes.

"I should go." you finally mutter in a squeaky mousing voice. Before he can say anything else you side step him to the door and leave as quickly as possible. You haven't even reached the door handle and you're already feeling like breaking down. On the drive home all you do is cry. You've just let him slip away. He made you so happy and made you forget your problems. He was right. You shut him out and that's why he has been distant. It wasn't his fault. At that thought you cry even harder.

You arrive home and call Cassie and tell her to come over later. You sit on the couch in the living room and just cry. You're world is gone. You've never felt so alone ever. And there's no getting him back. You know with Jack that he doesn't take shit from anyone. He's done with you and your shit and you know it. You feel a 4th round of tears come in.

You see the headlights of a car and head to the door. Cassie. All you can think of was the false hope you had that he'd be there at the door for you. To just forgive you and take back everything. What were you honestly thinking? You grab the door handle and start to turn. I mean it's not like he was going to be standing at the door and say----

"I'm not ready to give you up."

He says as he grabs your face and kisses your lips.